Hey guys OP here. I spoke to him and i feel a lot calmer now and ready to talk. I’m Indian and culturally its basically impossible to move out at my age. Thanks for those who said i need to gets my needs met first. I will be working on getting a job that gets me out of the state and out of obligation my mom will not have any control over this (th...... 3 reply
just that thought “i want to become a better person” itself makes you a better person. you are self-aware and are willing to improve. thats all. i’d say try journaling, it helped me a ton. 1 reply
I wanna keep this short because i feel so idk overwhelmed and this makes me go non verbal but i desperately need to tell this. Ok my home situation is like the rapunzel. Thats literally it. My mom never lets me go out unless its with her or my older brother. I lost so many (you wont believe how many) friendships because of this shit. One friendship that i have isnt even as deep because we never get to hang out much at all. I have a boyfriend who lives about 40 minutes away. We planned to meet on sunday but unfortunately my mom happened and i told him we had to cancel. I felt so fucking guilty and upset and unfair that i came along with this buggage. It isnt fair for him. Hes sweet and patient yes but after a while he messaged saying hes also upset and wants to talk. I feel myself withdrawing and becoming avoidant. I dont wanna talk. I just want to sleep. I give up at this point. For once i thought i could go out like a normal girl but suddenly my mom happened. Ps i will be turning 23 this year.
i just cant seem to find any guy genuine. anything they do always seems a lil sus to me. this makes me always push away any potential partners. is this self-esteem issue or
cant believe im asking for a medical advice on a manga website. but due to shitty family i couldnt go to a doctor AGAIN before going back to uni so does taking antihastimines every morning help? i just wanna know that becuase its like everyday is gamble - do i flare up today or not- its stressing me
before yall say, this is a borderline porn website and why the fuck am i asking this here- i know and i dont have anyone to share about this so bare with me.
made out with a guy. got felt up and all. didnt get turned on rather he was the only who was rearing to go. and again, got into a rs but that lasted only 2 weeks because i didnt feel it (great guy though). these were only two examples but happens multiple times. i just lose interest? or like the motivation to maintain it? (sounds like huge red flag thing but i dont know im just so mad at myself because i feel like somethings really wrong with how my brain works) and no i dont think im a lesbian.
someone i know was unintentional racist (the stereotype style) i dont know how to respond that. theres this other person who stood up for me and asked me what i thought about this. what do i say? i want keep things peaceful and this is my first time getting some racist stereotype in an unintentional way from a kind person so idk
did song lyrics stuck in head
