i really afraid of that not because of physical relationship .im worried he just want me only because of sex and had no feeling for me
If you have doubts and insecurities about whether or not he only wants you for that, you should be direct and ask about it. Everyone sees sex differently, maybe for this person it is something more casual with no feelings attached, but if you think it'd do you harm to just do it, dont try to force yourself.
i try sooo hard about 3 years to take a part for university entrance exam now i see the result and i think im not usefull person but i study day and night and at last the result is worse i just think about kill myself
are ur grades good?(not the ones on ur entrance exam) if so then u can look for a scholarship...and afterall u can just retake ur exams, its not a big deal...u have already studied for them once so its not gonna be that difficult! dont abandon ur dreams, these things can happen to anyone...ur parents will support u with whatever path u chooseヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
i was in college now and i feel like i can't do anything right, so i always feel like a useless person.. BUT when i think like that i always think hang in there and u can do it don't give up now. i know i can do it just a little more.. just try thinking like that maybe it's not now but u will get what u want later.. maybe it's not the time yet, but when the time comes you will get it (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

in my country doctors have alot of respect and good salary for this reason most people try to become doctor
Are u from India ??? Cuz in ours it is doctors and engineers
I too can relate. Duh as if. Most people TRY to be doctors and engineers. To earn respect? Salary? Dont they realise most of them are taking direct tickets to unemployment? Heh! A student bright or dull, earns respect as soon as she takes med or engineering as if she had become one herself. (no offense, its just my opinion).
Being a criminal/politician, you will be loaded lmao
jk one of the highest payed jobs is programming