I've read up to chapter 22 right now So SPOILERS!!!
, until chapter 15 I was mostly grinning and reading this like any other lovey dovey story.. but chapter 15 changed it for me, every scene, every conversion made me feel dread, worry and if I forgot for a second, seeing the blondies face reminded me of how he really feels.. sure he likes the guy slightly but he's using him, not in a sweet or "they're using eachother" way but.. he didn't even like him when they started dating, he jerked him off with nearly no feelings for him!
It feels like he's exploiting the poor guy.. is this story supposed to be this miserable?











I love this story, I'm learning so much, it's literally perfect, the pacing, the art the characters everything is incredible..but ofcourse there is the pedophile, the old man from "our" time that had a child WITH A CHILD WHYY???!?? why was this necessary!???? I'm so disappointed..