Jigu is autistic
The author made it that way
Real. I don’t need the author to explicitly point out that he is autisic or neurodivergent because it’s so obvious to me. All the behaviours/thought processes adds up and also it checks out that even if ppl think ur good looking when they see ur autistic behaviours are too different for them they can other you. It’s very common.







I believe MC's father tried to kill him alongside him after getting ambushed by those creatures. He couldn't leave him and couldn't let them turn into those things so he wanted to die with him. Just a guess i don't remember the first chapters