hey everyone. When i was 11 years old, i was raped by my step-father. Because of this i had psychological issues for years and never had the possibility to get close to someone. Now everything is fine in my life. I'm acctually pretty young, i'm 18 and recently a guy that i've known from middle school ask me out. So i accept because he's a nice person and we're get on well together. we're going out from almost 2 month now, i've tell him about my past and he seems to accept it. But i don't know how i feel, i don't know what love is. Nothing happend during this 2 month just one kiss at the beginning. I'm scared on getting close to him. And i'm scared that maybe i don't want to get close to him because of the things that happend to me and not because maybe i don't have feelings for him. So i'm lost... i don't know what to do... Anyway, i'm not seeking for a miracle anwser, i just wanted to confide to you.. thanks. (Ps: i'm not english speaker so sorry for eventual mistakes)
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