Feel like this is out of character, no way he would see his friend getting abused from bdsm and then go and do it to sihyun just bc hes upset.
As someone who just binged the entire thing from start to finish, this is actually his character. He had no growth from start to finish.
I think that was the point of all this and the comparison between his friend and ML; it’s ambiguous if they really enjoy it or if they’ve had to adapt to pain due to their circumstances. What the man did to his friend wasn’t BDSM and what he did to ML wasn’t BDSM, it was sexual violence- which happens “when you’re upset.”
Yeah true def wasn’t bdsm, but does sexual violence really happen when someone is upset? I feel like you have to have a violent personality which I hadn’t seen displayed in mc before. but also I’m pretty bad at analyzing these types of things lol, I was just disappointed in him :( and then on the flip side idk how to feel about sihyun in general because he has his whole abandonment trauma but does that excuse how nonchalant he is about his feelings for joohwan and their relationship (ik he wasnt aware they were dating I just meant their whole dynamic in general). what do u think?








Me after every new chapter: fine I’ll scroll through all the bonus art again for the 30th time
I’m obsessed w this artist’s style ughh