Personally I don't like Su-ah. Not only has he kept on drowning him in phermones knowing he wouldn't be able to control them in the future but he also has zero respect for boundaries. The main character in here (is forgot the ml name that fast lol) clearly has a dream and goal he wants to achieve but Su-ah in my opinion could care less. Su-ah is self-ish through and through. The least he could do is try to go through with the ejaculating on his face seriously but he won't even do that. Not to mention he acts all innocent but tries to manipulate the ml. Su-ah comes off more like an obsessive, manipulative, and deceiving person than someone who is cute and in love. Making the person you love knowingly uncomfortable is not okay. Thanks for listening to my rant
Idky but this made me want to write a poem based on Jeremy's mind. It's not a good one could use some revising but oh well.
All I hear are cracks
My mind slipping between the cracks of time
When I try to escape
It all rewinds
The beauty you see has dulled and lost its shine
When all I hear are cracks
My voice an audible weep
My eyes losing sight and losing sleep
Because all I hear are cracks
The wall is now thin
Thin as the lifeline I've been balancing on within
I grow wings and try to fly but alas
I'm only human
A human who's head has gone to the deep end
Running from the shapeless shadows, all too familiar with my deepness
Swallowing me whole
Now, what was taught to me
Now, all I know are cracks
I would have LOVED THIS IF HE DIDNT GET RAPED AND ABDUCTED. I would have loved it more if it was more realistic and the Lee won hated Ceasar for doing what he did to him. I mean bruv he kept him on the brink of death for selfish reasons. He didn't communicate, he didn't even look for him but wanted to be sought after. Like bro if someone was like that I'd leave too. Ik his back story and everything but that's no excuse at all. Lee won didn't deserve that shit. I liked Ceasar but now he disgusts me. I've had quite enough of Mangas forcing or coercing their so called " love of their life" into having sex (rpe) and then saying that they did it because they love them. It's fucking weird. Does anyone know of any yaoi manga that isn't like that because I'm sick of that type of disturbing plot.
So i tried to find sth really healthy but suprisingly the options were so little.. but i strongly recommend these 3 :
Our sunny days
Nerd project
Trapping the foxy doctor
The fitst one is so sweet and fluffy
The second is a little bit more serious but there is more sexual tension but still healthy
The third one is chinese so not that many spicy scenes but the plot, slow burn and character dynamic is FIRE
I wish you will find some of my suggestions good enough! Take care! Also i have two more AMAZING ones but they are shunen ai and i dont know if you are interested (saye / heaven official's blessing )
Try https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/smyrna_capri/ green flag mls are far and in between but a lot do exists.
Finally, someone who voiced it out!! Overall, this was a good story, but not until the author added the kidnapping scene. I think the author added that so we wouldn't forget his character or "ahuh, I think you guys are forgetting hes a walking red flag." Then, *insert that scene*, that was totally uncalled for; we don't really need that scene to happen. It just ruined the story, to be honest, and the way it wasn't talked out and Leewon trauma was ignored. It totally frustrates me to see them like this together; their relationship is unique without a clear definition; it doesn't make any sense since they've been dating; Caesar's personality has even worsened; and it's not attractive to see.
Honestly it was just glossed over like Lee won didn't get tortured. I mean kidnapping is one thing but after Ceasar shot Lee, he kept him in very poor condition. Lee was treated very poorly and wouldn't even listen to the doctor saying he needed proper care and rest. People are writing it like "oh its because he had no idea how to love" but it doesnt take an idiot to know that when you love someone you don't want to harm them in any way. I hate when people write of psychopath obsession as love and that no one really addresses it. Sorry for the long paragraph I just really wanted someone to rant to about this who felt the same way.
I didn't like it really because of the rape and the toxicity of Hermes/Nolans relationship with everyone. I feel bad for him because Nolans so called boyfriend is mad he had "sex" ( I did that because it wasn't sex it was rape/tortue) when he should've went straight to comforting him instead of reprimanding Nolan. Nolan deserves more than a possessive controlling guy who scares him. I'm just saying they could've totally done better. Also I hate the fucking boss of the heros for ONCE AGAIN threatening Nolan, who only did what he did to survive. Like damn give my man a break all fuckin ready. The author must've really hated Nolan as a character










I stand by what I say Su ah is LOST. Sexual assault, stalking, obsession, manipulation, and guilt tripping. I mean the old guy heard Juhyeok say no and he stopped immediately. Whereas Su ah kept going even when it hurt his so called loved one. I vote for the old man but I know it won't end up in my favor