He is one of the best MC i have seen, he is strong independent, did you see how he asked, "I dont want to jump into conclusions, can you tell me?" , ML doesnt deserve him...
So I just read two chapters and not planning to continue... But I got what people say when horny people lose their mind, like what do you mean you accept and even sleep with doll turning into human? You won't freak out?
I just read the first chapter, mc fell into hands of absolute worst people to fall into, days ahead are not looking good... two people who found mc
1) blackhaired - MC beat him because he spoke ill about "wheat haired boy" ,the tentacle mutant
2) blue haired one - MC killed his brother who turned mutant, he told mc that he will resent mc and watch him till he dies...
Whatever you think going to happen, made it 50times worse.
NOOOOOOOO!!!!! please my poor boy... i was just reading first chapter where he was so strong, l mean in terms of mental stability , just comparing it to now that made me feel absolute worst... (i just remembered thinking this would be like action novel like where mc kills monstors and meets ml , like other novels when it first came out... it was quite long ago...)
He's actually such a sweet potato. Unfortunately lots of unfortunate events will still come his way.
Girl that is just the beginning its about to get a lot much much worse
Just when i thought he is not like other men he turned out same... all men are same :( (lol) but honestly i am sooo disappointed in him. previously i fought for ML in this same comment section, that he is not like other mls, he is just being tsundere... sorry for whoever i fought with, yeah you were right, he turned out to be a douchebag... ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Hang in there. This is nothing comparing to what's coming from him. Freaking bastard!
my hands are literally sweating as i started reading it, even my feet, for the first time i am so shaken about the update... *pray for no more rapes* please please...
This shit is soo ass, i tried reading it because i got so many reels about it, wtf is wrong with that top? and why do people even like him? cause he is handsome? there were reels saying Zhenya is soo cute? whats cute about that rapist? if author said he was ugly(no need to change design) it would be some tragical psycoological horror. i dont even understand why this is famous and many good bls are underrated. one day this homophobic mf was shitting on me for reading yaoi, and they said bls only contain rape and shit, and he gave me names of all famous bls now, and i couldnt argue back because of this kind of shit "romantising" the rape. there is nothing wrong wiith writing rape and other problematic thing but show them how they are- disgusting and rapists should be peeled alive , but no the mfs are "cool" and are "MLs" and they will cry once and done *whoosh* all rapes under blanket, no under ground...
Well, if you're going to read psychological and dark romances, then you need to know that the only consensual thing in this whole genre is the reader CONSENSUALLY reading this. Meaning, if you're reading this, you don't really get to complain about it until and unless you're gonna quit. For example, I read 'reverse thinking'. I did not like it at all, it was way out of the stuff I can stomach. I complain about it a lot, and thats fine, because I quit that shit. Of course, rape isn't supposed to be normalised. People are fucking lunatics who think he is cute, but at the same time, Yevgeny did have one of the most satisfying redemption arcs, so.
tbh i dont have any problem with reverse thinking, it is psycological horror, it shows rape and abuse as it is, they both are monsters and author is not avoiding the fact and if you have read novel they also went to therapy , but here it is romance, they are romantising SA which is creepy and disgusting , if author here accepted the fact that Zhenya is rapist and is disgusting monstor i would have no problem with it but no it is not like that at all, every time it was shown Zhenya SAs his patner because he "loves" him, honestly something is wrong with him. and with most "romantic rapist" mls, they are in desperate need of therapy. and if in some point in future if Zhenya did go to therapy or accepts that he is a psycopath, i will definitely continue this. (and yeah i am complaing because i am quitting)
btw where was redemption arc? i mean i read starting i couldnt contineu so i saw the recent chapter , nothing changed so i quit it...
Girl... are you serious? Reverse thinking is way worse than CNA At least Zhenya doesn't make ppl gang rape Taekjoo. Do I gotta mention the dog?
novel. though i havent quite read the whole thing myself yet (the translation was pretyt bad on the novel because i pirated it lol), i do know bits and pieces and i know that he redeems himself pretty well.
declaring it as "psychological horror" does not make it any better. cna also declares in its tags that this includes rape and other forms of sexual assault which may trigger some readers. you see, reverse thinking has those warnings on every single chap, whereas in cna, it exists on only a few ones. bottom line is, both are dark, but reverse thinking is genuinely the absolute worst i've seen, because in the novel, the ml makes a fucking dog rape the mc. also, the mc in reverse thinking also has physiological reactions to sexual stimulation, and he actually asks the ml to put a leash on him if thats what it takes for him to go out. zhenya doesn't go to therapy from what i know, but he has worser things coming for him. the regret arc is actually insane.
preach
story is horrifying (i had nightmares after it too) i agree , but i read it for horror you see ,that is not romance, but this has romance tag, i am disgusted at hypocracy of this story, its just bland and i dont even know what to say, with how many times Zhenya raped MC he should be arrested or i mean its just shit ( just imagine if other person treated MC same way ML treated, will you be like he is also love intrest? ) i am just asking for accountability. if authour at some point do punish Zhenya, (redemption arc better not be him begging and crying, that is not even enough for anything) i will agree but for now its bad.
i am telling you "reverse thinking" is being worst doesnt make this story any good, if we speak they are worse stories too , and that doesnt make This story any better. My problem is with romantising the rape. Both are diffrent genres of stories. and dare i say MC in reverse thinking got what de did back, both are scums. but what did MC here do to deserve all that rape?
at least let it not be him crying on his knees and apologising , that is must but not enough, nothing he does can reedem him, once you SA some one you scar them for life , and that is really big deal, but it is really glossed over here....
yevgenby is a fucking psychopath, who abused animals when he was younger. idk what people were expecting. the author doesnt really gloss over the rape, its the readers. hold the readers accountable. i hate yevgeny with my whole heart. and i always report tiktoks which romanticise him. but at the same time, their dynamic is interesting. thats why i keep on reading.
Well I guess I was too influenced by the reels , that time started this as a romance and thought author will take same path like "JINX" or others... Maybe I will give it a try in future like a psychological story not romance, but my god all the reels are like zhenya is such a pookie, he is yellow flag at best or blah blah blah , it felt very disappointing reading this
Yeah I know i also get a bit iffy about those reels honestly, thats why I report
wtf wtf i read this thinking this is finished... ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ now i wont be able to sleep goddamn...
and i like Yajima more than Torakai... its because yajima is more courageous, it takes lot of strength, headstrong (?) idk to be like that, yk somebody who takes step forward to you when you are hesitating? like that, but its easy to hurt people like that, because people are easygoing they tend to take lightly and hurt them, forget they too have feelings, so i hope they clear the misunderstanding quickly...
it was soo cute... i thought seme will turn out to be sadist or predatory (what has toxic stories doen to me...), cause he was like "i like inncocent types" but he was really inncocent (≧∀≦)
Damn i dont know how much i cried, my napkin is basically wet, but god after a certain chapter everything went so fast... but i am confused over time lines? like first chapter he said one year ago right, then their relation ship was not great too, then after few chapters it became three months ago? and they were aldready lovers?