Sir Ennis, there are many things you need and those in the simplest terms is to communicate, trust, adapt and time.
Communication will help you deal with your problems like your emotions, your questions against reality and to break your misconceptions and beliefs. You will need to have someone to TRUST like sir Glunn to where you can communicate and spill your secret problems to while feeling emotionally safe and secure. After that you will need to ADAPT to the changes of your knowledge since your kingdom full of homophobic people layed out laws for things like "love between men is forbidden" hypocrisy as to where you will arrive in, sir Glunn's country where you can love freely and more likely to embrace your self more than that kingdom. And then give it some time for you to adapt to the changes naturally as it takes time to heal, adapt, change, and grow.
[i am just saying what I wanna say and I am not a real therapist, just saying an advise)
Since this time he did not rehect him nor did he run away so pretty sure he won't die~
Since I would have someone that wouldn't betray me and he can find me everywhere~ well I would be delighted since I would do the same to him~ [just my delulu thought here]
Ares our dear crusader mc is going to fight against the demon king and since they both are single and someone "accidentally" splashed/casted them with an Aphrodisiac potion/spell and then they did this and that after that, Ares finally feels human emotions experiencing falling in love with him, the demon king Azar(why Azar? cause it sounds like a demon king name). After that since they took each other's first they got married happily ever after.
With the hero girl living her life in bliss with her girl harem team very far away from arez
Like I read it as "This guy is not (just) a friend" because like kizaki-kun don't intend to be friends with the one he (unconsciously) likes cause like it gives the feelings of being friend zoned you know?
(Opens eyes and woke up while in a dead posture)
"Where am I? Did I die?"
Are you saying no one will hear us or "no, one will hear hear us" because one did hear you(excluding us readers as we don't hear you, we read you)
Why did reading this make me feel like I was dyslexic it makes sense but I just can’t read I guess
Someone's gonna receive it in their dreams tonight~ (I saw squid guy didn't place the 4th ice box)
Will it be the mc x old best friend or mc x archer guy~
Or should I make it be the mc x his mans~
It shall be mc x his men (all men )
A poly route or gay harem it shall be
Exactly
One of the reason why I want to continue and read this story, but im already being impatient cause i still cant sense the bl codes here, well im still at ch. 60s so i gotta wait lol