Gonna be honest MC is honestly being valid. ML is rushing everything on a guy who lacks relationship experience and has anxiety. I get why MC is all scared, he isn’t “cockblocking” or wtv y’all call it. He is scared and that’s apart of being human when you are doing something you were too scared to for many years. I can’t understand why you guys are bothered by how he is being. It’s realistic. And if I were the MC I would be a lot like him, I would also push the guy away. He did say “kiss” not full on sex or make out session. They aren’t even dating yet and the ML previously didn’t even ask for the MC’s consent but the MC liked it so..eh it’s still odd, especially since they had yet to date. And I get it about how ML’s pats relationships went but he needs to slow down by A LOT for the kind of MC we have. And honestly I have been in a somewhat similar position as the MC besides the celebrity part and honestly it’s scary as hell. Being a homosexual and growing up with only knowing the judgement towards it honestly is sorrowful and horrible experience if you add social anxiety onto that factor and yeah I go somewhat fast in relationships NOW but in the past I would take it REALLY slow because I was scared and rushing it just made it worse for me. All I’m saying is, RESPECTFULLY, get your head out of your asses and use that head of yours, not your cock or whatever the hell you have to get off. Please. Genuinely as much as i understand where you guys are coming from it genuinely gets annoying as someone who actually has stood in a similar position the MC has been in. I mean this genuinely, please I just made this so I could get this off my chest. I hope you don’t get offended because I was just showing, I guess, in a way…I was offended.(*´-`)
What am I supposed to feel? What..what..what??? I’m just..huhhhhh…what..? I am so lost as to how this is genuinely appealing but then again people deal with trauma differently or are just..odd. Just know if you enjoy this stuff genuinely there is therapy. Genuinely. Not insulting. Being actually genuine. There are free options online too. And if it’s not from trauma and a guilty pleasure, same thing. Free therapy options online. I say that as someone who has S/A trauma from a temporary foster father I had for a little while before returning to my biological family. (I was with that foster father for a few weeks and I was 3 years old). So I understand leaning towards guilty pleasures. I say that as someone who grew up groomed as a child and ended up secretly liking seeing that for a long time before mostly healing. Still get the urge to read those sort of things at times but I’ve gotten better at it, which I’m glad for. I hope the rest of you begin healing or on the way. Again, I mean this genuinely. Continuously looking at it only worsens it, trust me I know from experience. <3
And yeah I struggle staying on topic but still, I think you get the point. I get it but not at the same time. I’m myself, not you. Plus incest isn’t something I personally experienced just a somewhat close version of it, especially by father figures in my life. Thankfully not my biological one though.
I hope people won’t misunderstand MC for his homophobic remarks. As a homosexual myself I’ve done similar things due to my severe anxiety. It takes a lot for me to come out to a straight person since most I know are Christians and are heavily homophobic or when they are chill with it I’ll be scared they’ll speak badly of me. Anxiety causes people to blurt out things even if the person doesn’t mean it in fear of the results. And the same with the other guy. The fear of being hated or disliked hurts more than one can know. (◞‸◟)










The y/n comments got me cackling I’m lightheaded HEPPP BAHAHAH AND THE FACT THEY SRENT WRONG MAKES ITS FUNNIER ANDIDISIDJWNNDK