Did we HAVE to go this route?? For such a long time now, these authors have been incorporating rape in their writing too much(and I think it’s time many of them to stop infantilizing it), and the tone of it is fetishized to some extent too. I just feel like it’s a cope out for bad writing or instead lack of direction . I especially say this for “flashlight” because I truly could’ve seen a different direction for this series. And so, with whatever happens from here on out would basically be as predictable as these other yaois with the same ol’ SA then forgiveness, redemption, and peace . Anyways yall check out “Shutline” IF no one has(which I’m sure many already did), I say that because that story knows how to create buildup while acknowledging consent, all while making it look HOT AS HELL
Sigh~ it’s SA yet again… hopefully they rekindle(although I’m pretty sure they will), but confronting this behavior and moving on with or without each other would definitely be unpredictable to add in this story, but I find it in crazy normalized rap*ing your so called lover is more predictable in these bls than actually loving them
See the way he apologized right then and there, then expressed himself? For some reason, that was hot as hell.
Something like this would’ve taken other manhwas like 10 extra chapters lol
“Manipulation”? Now that indeed can 100% be a possibility, for real!! But, even IF that is the case, I wouldn’t be mad just cause of how the author portrays manipulation of that level. Recently, I feel toooooo many manhwas and/or mangas in yaoi sometimes make manipulation easy to tell(not all the time tho), or maybe I’m just tweaking. Even so, I dig how this chapter was directed, and if manipulation is the case, I’m just gonna have to lock into the story even more lmbo
What I’m about to say will fly over MANY heads right now as I presume someone may say “then don’t read it”. However, having read the novel and making it to this part and so on, I truly was waiting for a shift in my heart towards illay, but I just don’t like him tbh. This segment in the story was pretty disturbing in the novel, like he legit r**ed Taeui and did not listen to him at all(it’s not something we are unfamiliar with, which makes Illay so damn disturbing and sick and I mean it in some “killing stalking” level
By far one of my favorite couples to read in yaoi!!! They’ve always shown how hot it is to communicate with each other, something not executed enough in this genre fr. The way that you could feel how much they love each other to NOT WANT TO HURT ONE ANOTHER(I had to bold that) and their level of understanding for themselves is sexy cause they know how to let it out. This series is truly a fav of mine!!! Jay and Shingun will always have my heart!!!!
As it gives the feeling of coming to an end at some point I want to say how much series will never be forgotten in my book
I don’t think I’d ever have expected chapters like this to come if you asked me like 30 chapters ago. Sigh* I hope it don’t stay like this for long, better yet…. I wish things hadn’t led to this moment lol . It just feels so out of character from Aaron so I hope he becomes a bit bright again
Aaron did say he knew Yujin's lying but since he's depressed and he may have had those thoughts (that maybe it was all just his wishful thinking) he can't shake off the idea that it may be true.
If he wasn't so affected by it, he wouldn't have gotten that pissed off by the lies imo. Maybe if Aaron wasn't so emotionally dependent on Yujin his emotions wouldn't be in such a turmoil, but since they've never been honest and they've never been healthy, there's room for worse. °-°







I swear Taeui stay analyzing “the look in Illay” eyes as human-like and somewhat soft, like whatttt???…… That’s legit a whole sicko, psycho, rapist, and multiple assault maniac impulsive man child. There was nothing in illay from the beginning that should make anyone want to stay if I have to be honest. Having finished the novel a while back, I hate that I still felt like Taeui was an idiot. Sex fueled their relationship, alongside some other foolery lowkey.
Biggest bird ever bro
Nah id say it’s like the ”Stockholm syndrome” His uncle and brother did him wrong and ilay was kinda his only refuge in UHRDO (or wtv the name was lol) ilay was his source of information there and had his back even when everyone else was labelling him as evil madman
I mean if passion actually had quality writing i would take its psychological aspects seriously but cmon it's just a rapefest with a pinch of action