I didn’t have any goals actually, but I did make progress with my CPTSD unintentionally, which I thought would never happen. It turns out that talking about things with somebody who also has CPTSD does actually help. I managed to accept what happened to me, so flashbacks don’t scare me as much
I originally was going to say both are true, except only willfully ignorant men should be judged yada yada yada I typed like a whole thing... But then I realized something... I think I actually DESPISE centering men's feelings when it comes to conversations about feminism. Men don't suffer the way that women do under patriarchy, they just don't.......
old furniture, burnt wood, gasoline, markers, during/after it rains, ocean, fabric softener, coffee, paint, roasted garlic, baked bread, melted wax candles, freshly bought paper/notebook, dry leaves, warm air, glue, rubber/melted rubber, chlorine (specifically at swimming pools), nail polish, money/paper bills, baking powder, vinegar.
I just realized something from the latest chapter. Despite the obvious LDR (Hamamatsu-Nagoya) between them and then only seeing each other every couple of weekends, Souichi still does consider themselves as "living together". To him, Morinaga returning to Hamamatsu for the work week is not him "going home to the dorms", it's "leaving [our shared apartment]".I wonder if it's because Souichi grew up with his dad being away for work all the time so to him "home" was more than where you go at the end of the day. Before their house burned down, that was their home base despite it mostly just him and Kanako living there. Now that that physical house is gone, the family home --- their home base if you will--- became the Matsuda house. That's where their family gathers and where the default comfortable place is.
For Souichi, it's not that anymore. There's always a clear distinction between "our place/apartment/ home/etc.", and "Matsuda 's /the family house".
Idk if it's just me reading too much into it but I'd like to think that despite all the yapping and tsundere-ing he puts importance in the fact that they're sharing a life together, and that the two of them make a household and their own smaller family unit. They are as common-law married as they can as two men in 2007 Japan.
I'm probably not making sense. But if I am, please let me know hahahaha
you don’t. you go no contact. there is no solution. you have to understand that these kind of ppl will never understand their wrongs or apologize. no matter what you do, no matter what you tell them, you will be seen as the oppressor, and them as the victim. i’ve learned it the hard way tbh. it gets so incredibly frustrating and exhausting to......
Reading the comments here, I am absolutely disgusted. How can people not admit that it was a rape scene? He said multiple times that he didn't want to do it, there was no verbal consent at all. Also, the lack of research on anal sex is just sad, irl doing this sort of thing without any preparation would have only been extremely painful. Listen, I am an adult, I only came here to say this BUT even if your body reacts, it doesn't mean you enjoy something. "but he likes it cause he's a masochist" has to be the worst take when it comes to an abuse victim like the guy in this story. For gods sake, he's an abuse victim who gets raped and people are cheering for the rapist in the comment section. If this was a BL work, most readers would be outraged, but because the mc is a woman people are calling her a girlboss for being an abusive rapist. He only "likes" their dynamic because he doesn't know better, which is common for real life abuse victims. Let's not even mention the cover that depicts him in a humiliating position with his rapist literally stepping on his injured body. Disgusting.
Someone already said that sometimes the most unhinged people are the “normal” unmedicated people. The MC sarang makes me really swing widely between empathy and horror (at her behaviors) - a hallmark of a good psychological thriller. I love how the mother refers to her expert manipulation skill as the devil power (that shall not be used). I think a better translation would smoothen out her last conversation with Jinwon. Something is definitely seriously wrong with him - but to what extent? The obsession with keeping up perfect image. The nonchalance of throwing away dead kittens. The brushing off against her having put her dead mom in a fridge. Sarang think he’s just like her. But maybe not exactly at the same time? I’m so curious about his plot - will his character arc be one where his “crazy” is revealed too? (Ie Corruption arc?)
You're not like my ex, she was a crazy bitch. She would get mad at me for no reason. Now I have trust issues for any girl bc of that. Wdym I'm using u for ur body? I only asked for a pic. Ik you're at a party but can't u just go to the bathroom for a minute? I send u my dick pics without u even asking for it. You never care about me☹️
Gng im not making it out alive i got hunter danger lvl 10/10 escape chance 2% That mf shot me in the leg and kept me barely alive trapped in a cage send help Forgot to take ss
lmao i would silence them by editing my topic again and again XD this is not a democracy fucker you'll only speak when i tell you to LMAO. best thing abt creating a topic is that u can make them fuck off by just editing the topic of would make the replies go away (disappear) unless u urself replied under that topic. dictatorship 101 XD.








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