i bet hes taking too much suppressants to avoid pouncing on juhyeok, im also so glad that even if we got blue balled, su ah realized his mistakes and didnt go all the way with juhyeok.
i hope they come back with better communication and understanding of what they really want from each other. (i mean su ah’s is very clear but of course we still have our juhyeok-ie here
i hope they like communication when they have misunderstanding ┗( T﹏T )┛(i know they communicate but i believe its different when they have arguments and if one person is upset, esp with their set up of not falling in love with each other)
jaeyi’s story about someone he knows who got everything they wanted even something that belonged to other people, in this case i like to assume it’s jaeyi who always had to give way for that someone.
as someone who has been in his situation, there really is no shallow and deep reasons for him to do that, everything is a trigger and a reason for you to do it no matter how shallow it is for other people.
what he’s doing might be embarrassing for the people reading it but realistically speaking it’s valid and he genuinely needs help.
edit: yes ofc hospital and psychiatric help is what he needs but hes not gonna drag himself to the hospital, he needs someone to do that for him bc rn he’s su*cid*l and only has one goal in mind and after he accomplished that, he’ll have no unfinished business anymore.
ps: he needs professional help and support. he also needs supervision because of his tendency to off himself.









damn dohyun sure is hungry as fuck