Man I used to be the biggest fan of this shit. The raws are BRUTAL. It gets a 100 times worse. Sick sick sick
The raws are only around 4 chapters ahead. The latest chapter is chapter 104. So far, NOPE. Like I said, things get a LOT worse. Which is sad because you'll see up to chapter 102, it seems like things are getting a bit better. But in 103-104 Jihwan does some of the worst things he has done in the entire story. It was hard to read. The only solace I have is that Sooyoung isn't like other dumb MCs and the author has made it clear Jihwan is mentally ill and not be rooted for. I don't see Stockholm Syndrome happening, I see a bittersweet ending where Jihwan isn't surviving.
Chapter 103: ML had dinner and drinks with his dad, who spent the whole dinner blaming him for his mother’s death. Then in Chapter 104, ML came home drunk and frustrated, and it seems like anything involving his mother’s death is probably one of his biggest triggers.
MC was thirsty and happened to run into ML while he was drunk. ML demanded sex, but MC clearly didn’t want to. ML then gave MC some of his medication, which apparently contains tranquilizers, supposedly to relax him and make things less painful or uncomfortable. He kept mentioning that it would take only about 10–20 minutes for the medicine to kick in.
Then ML basically says that since MC is going to be stuck in his house forever and they’ll be having sex countless times anyway, he doesn’t see why he should keep holding himself back or being considerate.
I genuinely have no idea where the story is going. Either ML is eventually going to end up in jail or a psychiatric institution, or MC is seriously going to remain trapped there forever.




A sick, fucked up story that was very disturbing and traumatising to read. The scenes were too much and most of this story was senseless violence. But I love Goem... Can't stop thinking about him...this story had a beautiful, bittersweet romance and really touching moments. I'll always wistfully think about it, it will never leave my heart... Geom is incredible :( hauntingly beautiful as a person, one of the best MCs I've ever read about. No wonder most of his clients fall deeply in love with him