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Read it, loved it, cried (≧∀≦) TEAM HEESEOP YIPPEE!!!

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YASSS! WE UP GUYS!!!!

damn poor jinyoung

ughh I thought we were getting a throuple

I READ THE RAWS TOO BUT WASNT SURE WHO JIHAN WAS TAKING ABOUT THANK YOUUU!!! MY ENDGAMEEEE <33

YES BABE OUR TEAM JUST WON!!! I know Korean and Jihan literally, explicitly said “I like Heeseop” (문희섭이 좋아) to Jinyoung (Jihan never said that out loud before and that clear before) and that Heeseop is the only person whom he wanna touch and see all the time AHHHHHHH. At the end, Jihan remained good relationship with Jinyoung but said that “I won’t say sorry for rejecting you” and Jinyoung teases Jihan that “break up with Heeseop quickly, then come back to me” with smile on his face

WAHHHH!!! THANK YOU SM

BRO I was fangirling so hard this chapter alone like theyre my endgame and Im just so happy for them and NEED them to get together or at the very least jihan attempts being more romantic towards heeseop

But Jihan had sex with Jinyoung too around chapter 47-48? I don't get him at all. He feels sorry and guilty with Heeseop and yet can't draw a line between him and Jinyoung when JY was clearly his ex already. Does Heeseop know it that JY and Jihan still hooking up?

Im abit confused JY isnt his ex (they weren’t dating but jihan did have a lil interest in him until he fucked it up) lmao he’s the first sex partner jihan has after the breakup with his ex from highschool which is seongbin. He had sex with him cos JY wouldnt let him leave until did it—even thought out that chapter jihan is frustrated with him— it felt more like hate sex then anything. Two things can be right however, jihan is obvious feeling a lot of conflicting emotions but in reality he does care what heeseop thinks and feels about him. It’s the reason why he was nervous about heeseop finding out the truth with his ex. Heeseop knows that jihan messes around with JY but he buries the feeling even if it hurts him seeing jihan with someone else.

Thanks for explaining! I'm not following the recent chapters of this story anymore that's why I got confused. JY should really stay away from Jihan and give him some inner peace. It's just so annoying when he's forcing JH to have sex with him. He can't even stand on his own mom. Damn that brat. I just feel bad for Heeseop, I hope JH can sort out his feelings now and learn to refuse whenever he's cornered for having sex with JY before he regrets everything.

Youre welcome! Tbf i understand lmao it’s pretty messy and feels unclear where this story could go. But yes!! I need jihan to realize JY isnt the one for him which is why I’m excited to see what’ll happen in the next (raw) chapter given that he says he’s gonna try to love again (if it’s with heeseop) sooo maybe this’ll be the STANDING UP for himself he’s needed all along copium GOOOOO

One last question, did Jihan ever like the sex between him and JY when he slowly realized he liked Heeseop? I just can't continue on reading this one because it frustrates me. Loool. Please spoil me what will happen when the next chapters in raws come up. I'll probably read this again when it's sure that Heeseop is the endgame. I would really to see if Heeseop stop pursuing Jihan so JH could realize.

To answer your first question, I wouldn’t say he disliked it but there’s definitely a difference between him and heeseop moments. Like Jihan seems so much comfort and yearning when he’s with heeseop compared to the moments I’ve seen him fuck JY (it’s the faces that I notice a lot more with heeseop). Also in s1 wayyy back, he was pining over heeseop and was imagining him even tho JY was fucking him that scene alone made me realized yeah he doesn’t have a chance if jihan is imagining another guy fucking him. I’ll definitely keep ya updated if heeseop x jihan happens pookie!

Thaaaaanks!!! Since day 1 I've always rooting for Heeseop that's why my heart can't take it seeing Jihan still doing the deed with JY although there's no relationship established between him and HS. I'm just hurt. I really appreciate youuuu! Thank you again!

Sameee! Team HEESEOP!!! <3 idealistically I want jihan to straight up just cut off ties with JY and his ex in pursuit of heeseop LOL a girl can dream. And ofcc no problem

UPDATE pookie!!

CH 55 SPOILER


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So it starts off where last chapter ends—with jihan being in the arms of heeeop but waking up to the sound of the door opening and trying to pled to heeseop that someone came in with heeseop sleeping mumbling about his parents being home xD jihan gets hella embarrassed and tries to get out of heeseop’s hug but gets tangled up even more and then the door opens to reveal both his parents in shock (flustered) his parents are pretty cuteee ^^!

Next day jihan is asked to stay for breakfast which he does and gets annoyed at heeseop for the embarrassment earlier on with him just smiling. His mom speaks up and questions their relationship straight up which makes jihan shocked and he couldnt exactly say— he than gets flashbacks to jiyoung’s mom who disowned their relationship, thinking the same would happen with heeseop’s mom. Heeseop grabs his hand tight and tells his mom that he likes jihan, leaving jihan waiting for the angry only for it to not come and his mom thanks him for being by her son’s side saying how he was always shy and got tease a lot so it makes her happy. They talk do more but this leads to jihan realizing how warm heeseop’s family are along with heeseop himself. Ngl this right here nails the head right on the coffin that heeseop is def endgame like introducing his parents to his crush with confidence idk I would be so disappointed if the author just wrote off all that. ATP it’s more of the story being a slow burn of jihan eventually learning to love again. OH! By the end of the chapter heeseop wants to stay with jihan which jihan mentions he can always call him— heeseop however takes the initiative and goes for a kiss while adorably holding jihan cheeks together smiling. It’s so DAMN CUTEEE

Ohmyyy! Thanks for the spoiler! I hope this could be a good start and for Jihan to step up. I would be hella mad to the author if Jihan won't choose Heeseop!

Heeseop has a good environment... He's surrounded with so much love by his family. That's a safe space for Jihan.

Npp!! And Ughh same!! Being around people who are caring and supportive will hopefully make jihan open up. Im just hoping the author doesn’t build all this up only for nothing to come out of it but ig we’ll have to just wait

Exactly!!! I wouldn't mind if u keep me spoiling. Thank u so much.

Nppp pookie!! I don’t mind (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Can I say I love you to you for spoiling me? ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Teehee

I agree- IF there is an endgame, it's gotta be Heeseop.

That being said- Remember the end of ch20? It looked like Jinyoung was also attracted to Heeseop. That scene genuinely made me think that this could end up being a poly relationship.

I'm HOPING Seungbin's only role in this story is to give Jihan closure/ be someone Heseop and Jinyoung can hate on together.

Yeah, chapter 20 is a great example. When the three of them were having sex together, Jihan only craved Heeseop’s touch and attention. When Jinyoung asked Jihan “Can you say you can’t live without me?”, Jihan refused what he wanted. But when it came to Heeseop, when he asked Jihan the same thing, Jihan easily said “Heeseop, I can’t live without you”. See the difference? Also, when three of them were kissing, Heeseop and Jinyoung’s tongues directed to the same direction — to Jihan — but Jihan only leaned in with his tongue out for a kiss with Heeseop and just ignored Jinyoung’s kiss. It has been obvious since forever whom he favoured most. We just need him to say it out loud. If Jinyoung is eventually the endgame, then it might be the biggest plot twist this year because I can see that the storyline has been preparing for Heeseop to become the only endgame.

Yes honestly I've been sure Heeseop is endgame since the season 1 finale after the amusement park date. Before that, both with Jinyoung and Heeseop, whether it was all three together or just one of them, they have been having sex. But after the date, what Heeseop and Jihan did was clearly making love and evenbJinyoung knows that he (Jihan) acts differently and has a clear soft spot for Heeseop

I would love the endgame to be a poly
Like, we almost never see other representation, make those three boyfriends !!

After reading the latest new raw it seems pretty obvious now that jihan not only favors moon but that he is endgame. See there’s the one of the latest chapters where moon is revealed to be sick and this causes jihan to be concern and they live work so that he can rest. But gets stopped by seongbin which causes jihan to tell him off and then they leave while in the car jihan gets a phone call from jiyoung but he doesn’t answer it and before then when moon said this cold wasn’t anything serious jihan says that it is and that in this moment only moon matters. It pretty much shows jihan affection for moon. By the end of the chapter they joke around and it leads into smut for the next chapter.

Yes. It’s getting more obvious each chapter who is the end game. We just need Jihan to confess his true feelings to Heeseop soon and cuts ties with Jinyoung completely (or be clear that they can only be friends or something).

If I’m not mistaken, there’s never a moment where Jihan’s feelings for Jinyoung are described with the onomatopoeia 두근 두근 (ba-dump ba-dump), even when they’re having sex or when Jinyoung says something sweet to him. Jihan just acts like he’s heard those kinds of words a thousand times and is completely used to it.

But with Heeseop, we often see 두근 두근 from Jihan, both on and off the bed. Even when Heeseop says something simple and genuine (not overly sweet), Jihan’s heart still races.

Heeseop has never said “I love you” (사랑해) to Jihan — only “I like you” (좋아해). But I believe that if Heeseop ever says “I love you,” Jihan’s reaction would be completely different compared to how he reacts to Jinyoung’s “I love you” (where he seems to barely care).

Anyway, could you confirm for me if there’s ever a 두근 두근 moment for Jinyoung? Maybe I’m wrong.

Because honestly, if there’s no heart-fluttering moment between them, but Jihan still ends up with Jinyoung, it would feel so weird… Like, how can you end up with someone who doesn’t even make your heart race?

I just want them together ughh they’re chemistry is obviously there yet jihan just needs that little push Im hoping it’s the latest raw chapter thatll do it. But you’re right I do recall seeing 두근 두근 a lot more when heeseop. But for jiyoung I’ll have to look because I seriously don’t remember it as much as for moon.

That's disappointing

Thank God