this artstyle is eating me up I need it to stop before I combust into tiny hotdogs
This was soo cute but the start was so wholesome that when I was hit with the lew stuff I was embaressed hehe it was a fun read
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I noticed a lot of ppl asking for it so here I go, these are only the major incidents
- they debut and go on lots of shows and do lots of lives (peaceful time~~)
- iwol gets a nosebleed from working too hard but insist on continuing before being forced to stop but he later sneaks out in middle of the night to practice again and is caught by an angry and worried seongbin and joowoo
- iwol's back scar he got from running away from his dad and scraping it against a sharp table is reveled to seongbin but later when he tries to explain how he got it (vaguely) all the members hear him and find out his family sitaution isn't all that great but they don't mention it
More peaceful time (concerts, fan meets, iwol and Cheonghyeon go to the beach)
- spark joins a show called IDC idols dynasty chronicles and here they face malicious editing and iwol faces the brunt of it and eventually personality controversy discussions start about iwol but are cleared after by his former schoolmate
- iwol goes out in the night to the convenience store and yoo hansoo ambushes iwol and hits him on the head with a sledgehammer, he bleeds out and almost dies the members are worried bc iwol takes the incident lightly despite going through surgery and looking very very sick
-they plan to go on without him on IDC but Iwol takes that as goodnews since it's only the 5 of them and that disturbs seongbin so they find a way for iwol to participate but iwol collapses after the performance
Peaceful time with spArk forcing iwol to not work a lot
Some peaceful scenes
- iwol acts on a show as an office worker
- iwols embaressing contact names are reveled to the fans and members by cheonghyeon
Cheonghyon - Pretty Cutie Visual
Jeho- Centre emperor Choi Jeho
Joowoo- 19-Year Vintage Metal Marbles Park Joowoo
Seongbin - Mental pillar Jeong Seongbin
Kiyeon - King of cuteness
Ok moving on
- iwol gets mistreated on the show by a colleague and the director but the colleague reflects on his mistake and eventually they get close (he becomes a good friend of iwols later in the novel)
-kiyeon has anxiety bc of iwol and while on hiatus finds empty large pill bottles (like 30 pills in each?) and tablets in his luggage and reveals it to the rest of the members and they find out he has chronic headaches and are more worried now
More peaceful time
- they get a new manager but he's really bad, he smokes in the car and uses his phone while driving, forces joowoo to eat things he doesnt like and once iwol finds out he confronts him but the manager isn't fired due to certain reasons but he is removed from being their manager, later the same manager puts coffee in iwols drink and iwol collapses and vomits and basically his heart speds up very fast and he's taken to the hospital, jeho accompanies him and they find out he has a heart condition
- they cut contact with the company but eventually fix their contracts and go back to UA who treats them better now
-iwols current body is syncing with his body from his past life and he grows paler, the members are worried bc he gasps for breath and squirms painfully every night but doesn't remember it the morning after
More peaceful stuff (New dorm, new manager- good one , they give him a heart monitor watch and connect a reciever to his bed so he can alert the dorm when he needs help)
-cheonghyeon's parents are harsh to him, his lil brothers a bitch and iwol talks to cheonghyeons dad and so cheonghyeon stays in spArk with his families approval
-iwols birthday and they gift him a bass and he's very happy
- iwol goes on another show as a villain charachter and the character is abused by his father and they decide to use iwol's back scar in the show
- iwol's parents contact him and they decide to meet, iwol finds out his sister was abandoned in an orphanage and he cries and scream and he scratches at his throat bc the system wont let him speak abt stuff and his father and mother yell at him to give them money (this was such a heartbreaking scene) and iwol collapses and jeho helps him but jeho grows scared
-he sits with all the members and drinks by himself and reveals his details and parents relationship to them
-The parents sue him and write false rumors but iwol has a file of all evidence of abuse and seongbin seeing the file is very heartbroken over it and begs iwol not to reveal it to the public
-winter t shirts at school during summer bc of bruises and unable to pay for school trips and his backscar etc , he even reveal the fact that his sister was abandoned at court
-iwol collapses at court and vomits blood bc of a stomach ulcer but is filmed insensitivity by the paparazzi but jeho covers him and helps him through it
-The show gains attention bc it's similar to iwols actual life and iwol doesn't let the members watch it for their mental health (he's shown being beaten up by his father and also kills himself on the show) but seongbin watches it with iwol as a form of exposure therapy I think? Soengbin also has to pause multiple times to catch his breath and also cries despite it being a just a show, which goes to show his trauma
Peaceful times (mostly but they're all very tense abt iwol)
-Joowoo solo fans start emerging and the fans pressurize him into going solo and there's an offer for a solo show and spArk encourage joowoo despite him saying he doesn't want to, iwol gets a memory about joowoo's past and also finds out joowoo suicided after spArk disbanded and iwol has an intense reaction
He stumbles into joowoo's room promising to do only what joowoo wants half asleep while his nose is bleeding, for a while after that iwol is paranoid and so the members only go everywhere together
- iwol is forced to choose between saving jeho from an accident and undoing his sisters death, he ultimately picks saving jeho but is heartbroken and numb, he leaves the dorm in the middle of the night and finds himself on a bridge at the han river and decides to end it all but polo a member from another group finds him and takes him back to his house
- The system gives iwol another opportunity to revive his sister so he's somewhat relieved but knows that it can be taken away from him any time
-Iwol sister in her past life died in an accident from saving a little girl from a drunk driver
-iwol goes to action school with jeho and learns how to jump infornt of a car so that he can save the girl, and eventually plans the exact date and time and does it and gets into an accident
- The members are even more worried bc iwol threw himself into an accident with no thought for himself
- jeho gets really mad at iwol and asks iwol if he hates him so much he would rather die than ask for jeho's help, and jeho rants a lot to iwol about how scared he is and how he tries not to talk to iwol bc he's scared iwol will suicide, and how he didn't even get to thank iwol after he saved him bc he didn't want iwol to do something bad to himself
-eventually iwol gets pulled into going to jehos hometown with him by jeho's mother and there iwol reveals the existence of the system vaguely by calling it The power of his ancestors, he tells him how he can see the future and doesnr hate jeho and how he was only upset after saving jeho bc he had to give up something very important but can't tell anyone about it and while he's saying this he's bleeding from his nose and eventually his eyes start bleeding tears too and jeho forces him to stop and bleeding stops fast which convinces jeho not to call an ambulance
-Jeho doesn't ask any question in a fear of iwol bleeding
Some more peaceful time
-as iwols synchronization increases iwol and the members go to shoot content at an office and iwol picks his old company, there he meets manager Nam and drags him to a private place in a guise of filming content for his daughter and he threatens manager nam revealing that manager nam' mother will die soon due to manager nam's karma he also let's his old coworker know that he should quit and will find better opportunity elsewhere
- manager nam doesn't believe him but after his mother dies he vists iwol again begging him and asking him how he can change and iwol writes down everything he can do and manager Nam does change
-iwols synchronization rate increases by the second so he plans to run away, one day when all the members are busy he runs away using the systems help (by ensuring no one can recognize him), packs all his things leaves letters and documents and moves to the same officetal apartment he was in pre regression
- iwol doesnt pick up the phone so the members are worried they come back to sew his empty room and once the members find out they're angry and upset and sad all at once and they decided to hold off announcing it and try to look for him first so they announce a hiatus for health issues
-iwol rots away in his room closer to death, he decides to see spArk when they're performing and travels a long distance and waits in the cold, and they peform the song iwol wrote and iwol starts crying and leaves in between
-iwol also finds out all those points he invested was just his own hardworking it wasn't the systems doing
-The system also took on manager nam's voice bc everytime iwol was on the verge of killing himself manager nam called and asked him for work which lead him to delay it and so the system took on his voice to ensure he wouldn't kill himself
-at 99% synchronization he accepts the 100% and gets a flashback of his sister's pov. After she was dead
-the system is a system where after people are dead they can pass on a wish for someone who is still living, and it comes to people in forms of dreams or "miracles" But iwols sister took a long time observing her brother and by the time she made the wish iwol had died without ever being able to fulfill it which led to the system reversing time, btw the wish was for iwol to be surrounded by people who love him and give him company or along those lines bc iwol was very suicidal and depressed after his sister died and never laughed or smiled
And so the system never said 100% synchronization was death and eventually gives a sign to the members of iwols location, iwol reaches for the pager but his heart stops before he can contact them
-kieyon while sweeping iwols room finds a post it attached to the bottom of a cupboard (systems doing) he quickly finds out what's written on it and all the members drive to his location
-they open the door after jeho guesses the right password (the same as their laptop password 000000) and seongbin trembles as he finds a pale hand lying on the floor to see iwol passes out, jeho knees down and check his heart but it's not beating and jeho performs cpr while tears stream down his face as joowoo covers cheonghyeon and kiyeon's eyes but they still here the sound of iwols ribs breaking
Eventually iwol is admitted in the hospital in a coma and he wakes a month later while seongbin and joowoo are visiting, he asks seongbin to give him one more chance in a hoarse voice that being his first words and seongbin holds himself close sobbing
And after that all we see is happy scenes of all them trying to revive their relationship and iwol getting closer to the members
If you have any questions feel free to ask~
I thought it would be similar story to debut or die but more tame…I guess I was wrong its much more hurt breaking that I thought
oh god that's just full on heavy angst train
I don't think that jaeyi's older brother was ideums old crush cause if u look at the panel where the crush is walking away with his family he has a younger sister with brown hair not a brother
maybe he didn't attend
Yeah I agree, the age didn't match up either I think?
The author mentioned the age should be 27 and it is a mistake
The author mentioned the age should be 27 and it is a mistake.
I can't for our good friend bruan to appear, this a was such a important one now that I think back to it
Honestly I didn't expect this much hate towards the upcoming angst
as much as I don't want to see anything getting in between them, it kinda does move the storyline along and also we know author-nim wouldn't actually make yeorum cheat on him maybe lying and misunderstanding yes but I don't think anything more intense than that!
It's fun reading angst when uk the couple is one that always works through things together
I thought this angst would have this same reaction as "Our Sunny Days" did with the entire "I know they'll work through it!" T T
So basically they switched bodies and now the mc went back in time in the alt timeline and lost his memories and jehee also went back in time to find the mc?
Yes on the switch bodies Game mc to alt mc. Then alt mc to game mc. Which makes them 2 in 1 body. Where the game mc is technically dead until our alt mc dies. That way our game mc becomes alt mc and repeat the cycle.