I don’t like to get personal on here, because this place is a place for talking about manga but… I don’t really have anyone I can talk to. Its finally happened, more of my friends are in relationships than not. I guess it was an inevitable thing, but,, god it hurts me. I’ve never been someones no.1, but now all my friends are 100% focused on their relationship above everyone else, so I’m lagging behind. I’m happy for them, seriously, I’m not lying when I say I love love, and I love how happy it makes them. I suppose I’m just jealous, because I can’t feel love, so I’ll never be happy like they are. I’m just going to be alone forever. every manga I love ends with people finding happiness through another, but i’ll never have that. I know I’m disgusting, but god i do wish there was a way i could be solely happy for them, and find joy in that, instead of it just showing how lonely of a person i am. I wish someone cared about me, and I wish I could love someone normally. Maybe I really should just die.
I don't mean to bad talk about your friends, but I don't think they are very good friends if they immediately drop you once they are in relationships.
Of course there's the excitement of being in a new relationship, but people don't know how to balance that with their existing friendships and end up neglecting them.
It has nothing to do with you falling behind, heck, you don't even need to date anybody. It's all part of growing up and realizing dating someone is NOT a sure way of having a stable support system.
I hate to be nosy but everyone like that so why I can't be and it's not like that babe that ur unable to love or feel love when it will happen it will come to love ur flaws and everything and for that we have to be a lil patience because good things come in the end u shouldn't kill urself cause maybe who knows there is someone waiting for u or yearning for u to js love u the way u are and dw there is also someone that will make u their no.1 priority and cares for u it's fine to be jealous cause we can't help but also want the warmth of someone we can be with ourselves but anywayssss and ur not a wimp for sharing ur feelings sometimes its better to express urself rather than suffering I hopee u find ur someone special and sometimes we feel like there's no one for us but it's js a phase babee it'll also end js and the good times will come till then take caree
How old are you bestie? Tbh everyone has their time, I didn't have a boyfriend until I went to university! And lo and behold, my first boyfriend was the last, because we're happily married now and almost 20 yrs together ^^ Also another thing: he helped me love myself and accept myself as I am, so don't believe in that "you have to love yourself first" bs... sure it helps, but it's not a necessity. Everyone works differently and everyone blooms at different times.
i think ur feelings are completely valid, i’m assuming ur maybe a teen ??? but you shouldn’t die, you won’t always feel this bad. and not everything is fixed by having a partner either. you have a lot of life left to live and you can make connections with people who also enjoy the things you do, those connections can be platonic or romantic. you won’t be in this situation forever.
I’m an adult.
I suppose thats not really easy for one to understand, especially in the moment. Empty words like “it’ll get better” don’t really reflect my reality, so it’s hard to feel comforted by them. Its not like I don’t have opportunities to meet new people, I’ve meet tons of people, and some of them can even stand my personality. But my friends are the only people I’ve ever felt close to. I can even see it in the people around me in the day to day, they always have a specific person to turn to, not even factoring relationship, I don’t think I’ve ever had a friendship like that. So its difficult to see a future where that changes
I didn’t mean to imply they’re dropping me, thats not the case whatsoever, its just seeing their first priority become a single person, instead of me, who’s only been cared of as a part of a group, makes me jealous. I don’t think my friends are perfect people, but they’re not doing anything wrong by being in love
ah okay my bad. i have been there though. i have reached the lowest of lows, ive attempted to take my own life because of this before as well. i grow very attached to people and i’ve had friends that i’ve had since childhood leave. i’ve been very alone before and it’s put me in a really dark place. ik “it gets better” sounds incredibly empty because in the moment it feels forever, but it’ll only be forever if you let it be. if you were to die right now you would have ended ur life in a time of loneliness but if you live you’ll at least have a chance. don’t give up yet, as you see a couple people here have responded to u in hopes of helping you out. i hope at least you can maybe make some online friends ??? ik how it feels to be alone and yearn for a close connection. but i dont think it’ll always be this bad for you.
Thank you for your kind words. I suppose you are right, One can only be helped as much as they help themselves, but I find it hard to think of reasons to help someone I hate so much. But, thats not your problem, its my own. All of the responses have been lovely. I’d love to make online friends, but I’ve never been able to, I’m aware my personality isn’t exactly.. to everyones tastes, and I just simply hate stressful scenarios. Dont worry about me, I won’t kill myself, I don’t have the guts to go through with it.
your personality really can’t be so bad if you think it’s bad. people with bad/unlikeable personality’s aren’t aware of it. i also feel like my personality isn’t the best and some people don’t like me because of that. but i’ve actually very luckily met people who are okay with my personality. i often can’t tell if someone is being sarcastic or not, i’m overly sensitive, nosey, i can’t read the room, and i often talk wayyyyy too much. knowing this i’ve been able to work on it a little (mainly by not talking too much) but i can’t change who i am as a person, but i know a few people who are okay with my personality and i’m really really lucky cuz of that. and ik the most INSUFFERABLE people who have a bunch of friends and people who like them. even if you don’t have the guts i’m still really sorry you have to live like this right now, that you’re going through this. i hope that things can improve for you and soon.
yaoi **MANGA** recs pretty please~
love love~~ ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
if you dont mind lookig through my lists
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2708953/
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2708952/
Please… i dont have much time left… all i want to do with my remaining life…. IS READ BL MANGA. Pls send good bl *manga* recs. i need something good. I’ve been reading the manwha boss bitch baby and its not my speed but if I don’t finish it by next sunday, my life will be over. I need something to keep me going, a reason.
I guess i can accept manwha only if you promise it is extremely good, but again, i have bad taste, so probably stick to manga recs. thank you. I love you.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/stigmata_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/no_more_eurydice/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/heatwave_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/antidote_harusari/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_thousand_cranes/
I promise you these manhwas are rly great
A manga just in case you don’t like the manhwas
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/omega_megaera/
I wish you the best, please feel free to reach out if you need to talk
The night is soft
King's maker
The mask of the demon
Things that deserve to die
The hunter wants to live quietly
Melting point
Reincarnated into demon king Evelogia's world
PASSION
Flashlight
Ashita was docchi da (and Konya mo nemurenai)
Ikenie monzenbarai
Love Jinx
XXX allergy (and therapy game)
Disorder and desire
I'll keep thinking so I can give you more recs! Please tell me if you've read some of this, and if you have which ones you have liked so I can search for more accordingly ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_red_thread/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yabun_ni_kyuuketsu_shitsureishimasu/
These are the two mangas I'm obsessed with
I hope you recover! Don’t stress too much, reading have to be fun not stressful. Be yourself and enjoy what you like. You don’t have to like something what someone else does. This site is my comfort place, but today they harassed me so much, I’ll never comment below any manhwa ever again, just because they doesn’t share my view, they literally started insulting me and harass me. Maybe not every safe place for your mind is safe, so don’t overdo things what should be fun. (Sorry for my English, I don’t use it often.)
Good Bl which is not omegaverse rec
Flashlight
Passion
You are so lovely
Things that deserve to die
The hunter wants to live quietly
Biscuit
Unsleep
Melting point
The night is soft
So, who got screwed?
Release your persona
Creating a hidden ending
Protect your purity
Night of the unmarked
Sketch
The hounds of Sisyphus
Dear 00
Tell me yu can hear it
XXX allergy (and Therapy game)
Roses and champagne
King's maker
Trick or love
Love jinx
Smyrna and capri
Unintentional love story
4-week lovers
٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ whats everyones favourite short bl manga? I’m talking less than 30 chapters which captured your heart, your soul or your inner pervert~~ i think mine would be Legroom!
everything from this list https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2253224/

Sigh. I want to read something good, but unfortunately for myself,i’m weirdly picky with media. Things people say are good… i don’t enjoy… and i feel so bad about it ;;;;;( ╥﹏╥ ) idk what to do, what to read. Im just so stuck. ( ̄へ ̄)
what do u like?
check ‘global examination’ and ‘the beast must die’. two very different stories.
I’ll check them out now!!
I don’t really know what I like… I like when theres a bit of humour, but i dont like when its over the top silly, and i like when theres psychological elements. I like interesting character relationships, I don’t care for anything heterosexual, i’d rather no romance in that case. I like no romance but i still have to care about the plot. I don’t like historical, or traditional omegaverse, and I like miscommunication. My favourite couples usually are codependent asf with communication issues. My favourite couples pairing trope is possessive x Tsundere. I’m very picky, I know ( ̄∇ ̄")( ̄∇ ̄")
I’m kinda like that.
Usually I pick series by their covers. If they catch my attention, I’ll go read the summaries and comments.
Ans sometimes I’ll be really into a story and will just drop it for no apparent reason.
Please let me know if you like any of my recs (and which were they) so I can send you some more!
Reincarnated into demon king Evelogia's world
Summoning a BL fan to another world
XXX Allergy (and Therapy game)
Ikenie monzenbarai
Ameiro paradox (or Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo)
Sukinara nugasete
Ookami-kun wa kowakunai
Ore no Aoharu wa Watasanai
Ashita wa docchi da
Trick or love
Cupid in the rainbow trap
My assistant BF
Unromantic
King's maker
Kiyona Yubisaki, Bukiyona Tsumasaki
ヾ(☆▽☆) its nice to meet a fellow picky reader!
that kinda fits the beast must die? ml is a psychopath (actually). he’s manipulative but the mc genuinely doesn't care. ml is possessive and jealous and a cold bitch. mc matches with him so well tho.
global examination has an op couple, both smart and chaotic, they are strong alone but stronger together, a lot of banter, kindaaa enemies to lovers, slow burn and it’s a manhua so censorship could take out the already toned down romance from the novel . no miscommunication, but equally possessive and tsundere (to devoted to eo) exists. i like the humour and how witty they both are. it’s my fav so that’s why the wall of text if u don’t like these elements u might still like it just bc the plot is so good and the characters are so likeable. ntm the god tier art. it has mystery elements so if you’re confused at first that’s normal.
i’d say for both give it a few chaps and if u don’t like it after that i guess drop it? the first chap for both is enshrouded in mystery that gets revealed as the story progresses. i love both sm and they’re both so unique. if u end up reading either and know of recs hmu.
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