DrPsycho's Things

Like I know it is a normal thing and we need babies in order to keep humanity on this planet, but somehow being pregnant and seeing someone pregnant makes me feel sick? And I don't know why. Like for example somehow I am gonna be pregnant and I can't abort the baby, I think I would rather die. And I don't get why am I like this? Do any of you think the same way? Haven't really told anybody about this, because as a girl you are supposedly motherly and shit like that, but I can't stand babies. I don't think they are cute. If I was born a dude my life about kids would be much better...