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does anyone possibly have the raws?? I wanna see where this is going.

second time time reading this... I think I understand some things better now the lingo is kinda weird and so if you're not paying attention it'll end up extremely confusing

I liked this... kinda feel empty now that I've finished reading it though... the ending's ambiguity is just not enough for me- this might sound "weird" but I feel like Bum was supposed to kill himself.... as twisted as their relationship was they made the promise that they'd die together... it's somehow pissing me off that he didn't "die" for sure even though we know for certain that Sangwoo did and who Bum was running after is just someone that looked like him. I kinda feel like author-nim tried not to go too too dark at the ending even though the whole fking webtoon was dark... it's disappointing for the people who were into it because it was such a good read; taboo... in terms of basing something for entertainment on serial murder... a LOT of gore, plain psychotic, like we get it Sangwoo was a sociopath because of his mentally deranged mother and died a horrible death because it's "what he deserved" but I feel like what could have been an epicly psychological ending was watered down so readers could say "deserve" , "he was totally crazy and this is exactly how he needed to die". Not that I'm saying serial murderes are somehow all underlyingly traumatized or shouldn't die horrible deaths because if you kill people for fun well- get a different hobby- get help. I do feel though that this could've held more meaning and overall became a more educational sumn sumn... with all the plot twists and revelations... dead mother's shoes in scenes and the way she was enshrined... this shouldn't have ended the way it did... and it's not like there needed to be 3 more chapters to make that happen... but the diaglouge in my opinion needed to be a bit more "mental awereness" oriented because what this is, is a prime showcase of; manifested PTSD in one of it's ugliest forms, what growing up with someone suffering from bipolar disorder can be like, the negative and somewhat cinematic portrayal of the effects of physical and mental abuse- the things victims of sexual abuse are prone to facing and/or doing for self worth, the extremes of what stalkers would be willing to do, panic/anxiety attacks are real, incest whether or not you want to talk about it exists, mild obsessive compulsive disorder, there's a thin fucking line between sanity and insanity. All in all some more psychology lingo needed to snake it's way in there and made this 500 times more educational and progressive for the BL manga community.

anybody got a link to the raws for this ???

I feel like this is such a good depiction of what it would be like living in such a homophobic time and space... rich and privileged then finding someone that finally after all this time captures your attention... you'd do anything to have them... it might not actually be that deep but this is one of the most consistent (plot wise) things I've read in a while. Seungho is a cranky gay who doesn't know how to show his growing affection properly and namkyun likes him whether or not he'll say it aloud the guy was technically his sexual awakening. they're both emotional wrecks and are gonna mooch off eachother for mutual satisfaction of self.

OMG THIS is THE BEST THING AHHHHHHHHH IM FKING CRYING TEARS OF FKING JOY and SADNESS. *SCREAMS*

this is pacing is kinda weird but other than that i like what i see so far. its rare you find an uke so confident escpecially when they aren't out and i appreciate the authors outlook its different and if im honest a nice fking change (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Kinda glad this is over. I can just put it out of mind now... out of sight...out of mind... hopefully i can forget it exists if i try hard enough.... oki it wasn't that bad but.... yh glad it's over.

People are saying they're disappointed but not surprised by the semi jumping the uke for all his worth but im actually really liking this. I wasn't expecting anything different from him but im NOT disappointed. He isnt the average semi who rapes the uke and says he wasn't able to hold back or some kinda bs like that. He's an equal opportunist and he's not gonna do this then call it love. Sure he's enraptured by the uke but he's clearly the kinda guy that just takes what he wants because he can and i kinda like it. Hopefully this doesnt turn into a shit fest and turn me off when author-nim gets back.

I fking love this. That's all i have to say. I haven't read a manga that wasn't shit im so long... this is literally feeding my dead yaoi soul.