Please, help me find a shounen ai where the main characters are a grade schooler and an high schooler, I think. I remember the age gap wasn't too big, like four years maybe? The older one felt obliged to help the younger one because the younger one has an hard time waking up, going through the growing phase and always being tired because of it. I don't think romantic feelings are already involved and while they develop their friendship, I remember the younger one start to really grow. I can't remember the name, if it rings any bells please tell me thank you

I’ve read a manhwa a long time ago in which the protagonist revived in the body of the villain of a novel, he was tortured by the family who grew him. Because he didn’t want to die like that villain, he wanted to live life far away the ML and FL of the story (in the novel the villain was in love with FL and caused many problems, I think), but the ML starts to fall in love with the protagonist. Do anyone know it? I don’t remember the name
you might need to be more specific since there's a lot of stories like this. do you happen to remember hair color or other details in the story?
I think mc had red hair and met with ml in field full of flowers. I remember the mc was isolated since he was little in a wooden house with only the maids there, treated badly especially by one of them. I think he woken up as in the novel since the birth of the villain. It has been many years since I read it so I’m not very sure, I only vaguely remember. I’m pretty certain mc tried his best to stay away from ml but they would always meet. At some point even a love potion was involved
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_perfect_prince_loves_me_his_rival/ maybe?
No, it was another one, thank you anyway <33. I don't know, I remember he experienced all the trauma, like, he reincarnated when the villain was still a baby
i don't know if you'll find it here but i do have a list of bl set in monarchy https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2702007/ maybe it's here
thank you <3