People saying they are disappointed in Dan or that he is being stupid again must not really understand what it’s like to be at that point in your life where everything is just so empty. I don’t think his feelings for Jaekyung are entirely gone, but I do think he is serious about wanting Jaekyung to go back and leave him alone. Even sex doesn’t feel like anything after being used over and over again, so of course it doesn’t matter. Why would it? What more can Jaekyung take from him that he hasn’t already? His heart, his dignity, the light in his eyes. If offering himself up means he might finally be left alone, I don’t think it’s unreasonable or out of character that he’d choose to do that. I’m sure, in Dan’s eyes, it will be just as empty as all the other times he’s been used. To him, it’s nothing new.




I can’t be the only one who sees the similarities between them and hualian? They both have such similar temperaments to the characters, and even the devoted and unconditional relationship Sylhan and Gjord share reminds me of them too. I love it.
Even Ishimon reminds me a bit of Yinyu! Haha
i feel like Gjord doesn't come close to Hua Cheng's level of yearning tho, he's way more of a gentleman too imo ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Well, it’s definitely difficult for anyone to come close to that, haha. I do agree with you though! Hua Cheng is simply irreplaceable in my heart.