bro imagine if his mom didn't abandon him he people would've just continued sucking up to people to slowly gain some social power be able to make her happy but now the one person he had calls hims an emotionless freak, whole time he was so young he couldn't even comprehend being abandoned. he's better than me trying to forget about his parents. I fear I would've done much much worse
I get the same symptoms I have during diarrhea as reading this, look seonwoo I understand where you're coming from and even his thought processes but you're doing this so horribly I can't.☠ It's like playing a game and picking the worst options almost every time. He needs mental help so badly, at least he knows he's not a good person, that's a start.
He's just such a miserable person, and I don't mean this in a pitiful way at the moment, just as a matter of fact. Hope he successfully changes since he obviously hates himself and his surroundings bc lorddd..