I so so SOOOO want to be in a girl group. I want to sing and dance. Interact with my fans and inspire other people. I don’t mind being in the spotlight but I just wanna do it for fun and help other people with the paycheck I get.
It would be such a good feeling knowing that people connect to me through songs and feel the lyrics. Hear my voice and the lines, move to the rhythm.
Im happy single. Last month, I was going mentally unstable again because of love. (Not going into details because it’s a very sensitive topic for most people.) and I need to be loved to even feel human.. BUT, I’ve come to terms that people will be messed up no matter what.
I’m just going with the flow until God pops one up infront of me haha (づ￣ ³￣)づ
My top 3 is killing stalking, fallen lamb and Sadistic Beauty.
Killing stalking was just cinematic, portrayed Stockholm syndrome really well and shows how trauma can really shape your mindset/personality. It’s emotional, disturbing yet a bit beautiful at the same time. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ ╮(￣▽￣)╭ ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Fallen Lamb/Fallen sheep is beautifully written and has a tragic end to it. It is a metaphor about the bible. How the devil temps you even with Gods warning. It’s super emotional because you can understand the MC loneliness and just wanting someone by your side then getting betrayed after losing your innocence.
Sadistic beauty is just sad overall. It’s like killing stalking but instead has a ”happy ending”.
Give me some recommendations! I want to cry and have a part of me ripped off.
