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How about therapy ? For me and Mok -Yeon but especially me for continuing to read this nonsense but also unable to put it down.

As much as I am loving and more intrigued by this second couple and their relationship dynamics, I do hope that Jin-tae is able to establish new boundaries after deconstructing his own biased belief’s about secondary genders. In the sense of Dawun was there to change his mind on what it means to be A/b/o by questioning him on his ideas but still offering empathy which is great. But he’s also very charming and lil boundary pushing which at this point Jin-tae is okay w because it allows him to explore a new part of himself that may be uncomfortable at first but is happy to do so cuz it’s leading to a better life. That being said when you deconstruct your own belief you need to reconstruct a new healthier one w new boundaries and I hope the author is able to show that Jin -tae is still able to say no when he doesn’t like something and it’s not just brushed of or excused by Dawun cuz he knows he can sweep him up into his charm. It would be sad to watch someone going from controlling to being controlled. ( which I highly doubt is going to happen this is an amazing second couple and the redemption of Jin-tae’s character was well handled) anyway I’m really enjoying what I’m reading so far I need moreeeee yummm

As bad as I feel for Sang- Wook, seeming to at times to genuinely won’t to change and reform himself, it was at the expense of Young’s mental well being (not caring to drag him down w him), Sang - Wook knows Young carries this deep sense of guilt in feeling responsible for everyone because of the people he’s loved and lossed so much so going to prison for Sang - Wook. But even then instead of letting Young be happy allowing him to let go of his deep sense of guilt leaving the illegal businesses behind, only when Sang - Wook has completely destroyed his own life instead of learning from Young handing himself into the police himself going to rehab taking any sort of responsibility. He goes back to Young and practically begs him to take responsibility of Sang - Wooks life AGAIN!! knowing Young does love him as a brother and feels bad about abandoning him and blaming him for everything that’s gone wrong in his life. There’s literally no empathy I can have for Sang - Wook at this point. Whilst I do think Young did the right thing in supposedly calling the cops thanks to Yunbin being his shared burden holder/ lover helping him realise he deserves more in life than one of hiding and guilt, the last panel of the police sirens and Sang - wooks face Damm. ( can’t say I would of been upset if Young just let Sang - Wook just leave w the money, cuz that level of betrayal he’s gonna feel but also kinda deserves) anyway that’s my thoughts hope u enjoyed :))))

Jooeon keeps pondering on why Pilsang won’t just confess to him even though he knows he likes him and I’m like it’s YOUUUU you’re the reason. Jooeon is a business tycoon so he’s used to people trying to use and manipulate him and never seen a real display of unconditional love unless it was a business transaction, so he hides his vulnerability w his ego and pride. Everytime Jooeon should of been honest he lies examples : when Pilsang asked if Jooeon liked him he just laughed him off, Jooeon keeping on repeating that it’s an experiment and the sex is nothing ; even when Pilsang overhears Jooeon is about to get married and questions him about it he just brushed him off. What Pilsang learns is that even if he does confess the feelings won’t be returned and Jooeon will end the experiment and abandon him, like everyone else in his life. So for things to acc work out IMO Jooeon needs to confess first let go of his ego recognise his own feelings and be willing to make sacrifices to get Pilsang unconditional love.
These two knuckleheads need to just be honest w each other