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It’s a japanese bl manga. I remember its being an office au, where the uke took great care of his appearance by putting effort meanwhile the seme is effortlessly good looking. The uke dont like the seme i think? But the seme actually had been admiring uke for a long time. The smut scene is toptier. Ahhh help me find this manga please

i read it a long time ago so my memories might be wrong. Gintoki got rape and it was recorded. On that night he got rape he accidentally met hijikata(?) (maybe? i dont remember) and pretend to be fine and hijikata found out about it later. Anyone know? Actually im not even sure if this is gintama dj