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So I don't know whether this counts as an experience, but well, I am kinda missing her right now, so I will share. It seems maybe, I had feelings for my professor who is 5 years older than me. She is damn short, but has a nice deep, though scratchy voice. I wasn't into her looks, and I didn't care for her at all in beginning. But she taught us so ......   1 reply

I contemplate suicide on a regular basis, though I am aware that I won't try to suicide just yet. My coping mechanism to distract these thoughts is listening to the punk music. I just give some time to myself till the thought passes.   reply

I got Alpha. I actually expected to have Beta because I relate to them more, but here we are. XD And BETAS ARE COOL AS HELL.   reply

I mean, I am genderfluid, so I literally experience all genders, so I don't know what will be my opposite gender. XD But if you mean other gender as in other sex, I don't think I will be horrified or excited. I will just go on with my day as usual? I would just be sad that I won't be able to wear makeup as I like, because people would stare? I woul......   reply

Deep Love: Pao no Monogatari made me cry so hard. I have a super soft corner for animals, especially dogs, and reading such a tragic story from a dog's point of view made me sob to death. ╥﹏╥   reply

I either listen to punk rock if I am reading some dark stuff or kinky pop songs by queer singers if it's not too dark. Recently, I listen to mainly Dorian Electra though.   1 reply