Finally the good boy wins. I remember reading this back in 2020 but I never finished since I thought it will be some "bad boy doing bad things but winning in the end" type, but thankfully, I got back to reading BL this 2026 and finally finished this. I'm quite happy cause you can see the difference in portraying love in this story. That possessiveness doesn't equates to love. That some memories, good or bad can be thrown away for peace and healing.
so that is not Lavi? so the eyepatch was only an accessory to hide that he is not really the bookman jr.?
What I understood is Bookman is a title that's passed down to the next person born with a mark, if Lavi was born with it (they don't say what type of mark) that means the previous bookman jr. probably passed away. I don't think they are trying to hide his dissapearance, Lavi just took his place as the old man's disciple because there has to be two bookman so that recorded info. can get passed on. My theory is the eyepach hides the "birthmark" (if he has it on it's eye) so that other foreign bookman don't recognize him.








I'm only reading this because of Abel's purity and his group's hilariousness, to be honest. I don't like it when SA comes in the story
From what I heard, the seme loves it when uke is embarrassed. So he will force uke by starting to do it infront of people.