NARUSASUISTHEKINGOFYAOI's Things

For me personally i don’t think it’s that bad

For everyone who used the Mangago site from 2014-2016-2017-2018-2019-2020-2021-2022-2023-2024 to 2026, can you tell me what it was like? I'm really sad because I joined Mangago too late and now there's Ai slop everywhere and no more funny meme

I’ve been reading the super amazing Narusasu fanfic on ao3 these past few day (the name is how to seduce a billionaire and never work again by Helanadetroia) and when i tell you is peak it’s PEAK ASF and this might sound dumb but every time I read this fanfic all i feels it’s envy and jealousy and i know I shouldn’t feel like that bc it’s not real but OMD it’s just so incredible like that should be ME i want everything that they have it’s not FAIR NOT FAIR ಥ_ಥ
So yea um i js wanted to yap bc all my friends think I’m crazy please tell me I’m not the only one that feels that way when they read fanfic ૮꒰ つ ˕ -,꒱ა

So yea a know it’s a site to read but i genuinely have no friends and I’m so alone every day its the same and summer it’s almost over i rather die than go to school i don’t wanna think abt my future and i know here it’s not a place to vent but i really need this or I’m gonna blow My shi clean off I’m not a really good person bc i did some bad things in elementary school bit it genuinely haunt me every day when i try to sleep i keep rethinking and these embarrassing moments this and omg made me wanna blow my shi even more and i think I’m better off alone bc i hate everyone and everything 7th grade was hell i lost all my friends i was bullied for my skin color and my hair i started self harm and MOM SAW MY fucking arm and you know what i told her i was the cat Mind you I don’t even have a cat And i was at school and this and this girl in my class told me that a cat dont cut in straight lines like god forbid the stray cat wanna be Picaso so yea I just wanted to vent so feel free to vent to ദദ◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ i feel better now (●'◡'●)ﾉ