maarud's Questions (4)

i'm looking for a yaoi manga i lost in the great hollowing. i don't really remember much about the plot or characters. i think they start out as friends, where one of them has a crush on the other - not sure if it was confessed but i think it was? they don't do anything about it for a while at least. the mc (the top i think) has a few insecurities or troubles which he finds the ml's presence helps to make better or something.

the pair often spend the night together, not doing anything sexual, just in the company of each other. what i do remember clearly, is how the mc one night has the ml blow him, quite violently or abruptly, which upsets him and the ml ends up sleeping on the couch? i just remember really liking it up till then and found the scene really surprising and abrupt considering the rest of the flow. they do of course make up and all that, as usual.

looking for romance manga i lost in the great wipe. two girl bffs, two guy bffs, high school. pretty but extremely shy girl, pals with the mc girl who's not as "pretty". nice guy starts off with crushing on the pretty girl, his more laid back homie asks our mc on a date. oh -- pretty girl is in love with her teacher i think? haha pls help

i'm looking for a manga, i think it started with two guys in high school - one black hair, one blond. the blond kinda has an unrequited crush on the other, stuff happens and he moves away. they meet again after graduating, the blond became some sort of chef i think?? the cover was yellow with half of each guy on either side of the cover, IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY. i kinda remember some ppl saying the black hair was a bit ugly lol, if that helps. blond is the top and kinda a softie. i'm literally desperate

anyone know any good bl horrors? i loved hikaru ga shinda, but now they've dropped the romance part lol, so it's just horror. i also read the one with the painting and time-travelling kid, but i need more man