Just an observation but how come always in mind reader characters that aren’t usually associated with intellectual personas they’re always so pessimistic? Like I get why they feel so disingenuous with people but like if u have had that ability for so long, you shouldn’t really internalize every single thought a person has that you’ve seen or heard. Thoughts like that don’t really reflect the true person unless they’re like plotting something. Like you could hear a thought that “ah this is so annoying to me right now” but it wasn’t particularly directed at you just the experience or task they’re having right now. Ignore this this is just word vomit.
I get what you think, some people are natural born people pleasers, plus it's so bothersome to constantly hear other's thoughts 24/7, can you imagine that hell? Some people hear it as 'Ah that's a problem, it's bothersome, I should try to fix it/make that person better'. Some thoughts are fleeting, but the person who hears them may very well believe it in the moment and wish to help. I can relate to the MC, that's why. You'd get insecure if you constantly hear everyone's negative rambling.
Because the first words you’ll ever hear come from your own parents. You realise that babies can hear words in the womb right? That means he was hearing thoughts in the womb too and internalising it. When he was a baby, every “ugh I just fed him! Why he’s hungry again?” And every “god why does he always pee on me when I take off his diaper?” Gets internalised even if he doesn’t remember that time. Whenever he makes a mistake or does something naughty and gets told off for it, it gets internalised. Hearing someone scold you twice must be brutal (especially because his parents are honest people) and then you have school friends who you naturally really want to get along with (because humans are herding animals and both extroverts and introverts need social exposure to survive) so you end up becoming a tiny bit of a people pleaser. When someone hates on you for not doing something how they want you to do it and you’re at that fragile growing stage, it’s hard to not adopt it as your world view. Young children are sponges and that’s why offhand words that are said to young children can end up becoming lifelong trauma when they become adults. Being praised with “you’re so helpful! Thank you so much! You’re so much nicer than other boys your age!” And now equating “being helpful to others” with “validation” is actually really common and a lot of children hear that kind of thing. I used to get told by my parents and friends and cousins parents that they love me because I’m so helpful and I always take part in chores and I’m respectful to them. It shaped me and until a few years ago, I couldn’t understand why I felt so uncomfortable and antsy not doing anything for anyone even when I was alone. My therapist helped me understand it’s not my own wishes and I was conditioned to think I only got love and validation if i was a “good girl”. The same concept is happening to toshiki except he’s hearing it twice AND the unspoken thought out consequences of NOT being a “good boy”. It’s not his fault. Either you become exhausted and burnt out or you become jaded. He became burnt out and jaded.
Target audience is BL lovers, who are also interested in the author’s past work (which is also centered on the bottom being a sex livestreamer,) This isnt metamorphosis or War and Peace motherfuckers. We are here to see a big tit man with a pussy-asshole get fucked. Live with that.
IKR you want storyline then just go for shounen ai
THANK YOU they acting like we came here for the plot this is an omegaverse with a big titty man what did they expect LOL
Me who’s part of the 10% who’s not on board on this couple as switches:
THANK YOU. I was so nervous this chapter, I hate it. Makes me o uncomfortable thinking about it.
Can I ask why ? No hate or anything I'm genuinely curious
Lol me neither, switches are completely fine but for me if sexual dynamics are mentioned it’s hard for me to relate to non-fixed ones. Like obviously I still see the characters the same it just goes against my personal preferences lmao
Maybe I think too deeply, but a top is a top because they don't like being penetrated. So when the bottom kinda pressures them into it teasingly, and the top looks shocked or uneasy, it makes me feel very uncomfortable. Haebeom would do anything for Ho and he'd probably enjoy it bc it's Ho. But he doesn't want to be a bottom. Ho asked him during their first time and it's clear he doesn't like bottoming. So this is why I don't like switches, bc it feels like the top is doing something he doesn't like just to make the bottom happy. And being penetrated is not a little thing to endure.
I see! Thanks for answering
HE CANT HANDLE ALL THAT… ON GOD, ZEUS, ALLAH, RA, ODIN,, PLEASE IF ANY OF YOU ARE REAL PLEASE LET ME PLOW THIS LOVELY AHH OLD MAN… LET ME SOW THE DEPTHS OF MY SEED INTO HIS DELIGHTFUL PILLOWY GARDEN AND HAVE HIM BEAR THE NEXT GENERATION OF MY BLOODLINE AMEN
i hope yk how much this made me laugh
I hope once Yuuni steps foot in college he gets fucked so good by an older man (30s) and forgets about this loser ahh lil boy. Yuuni needs good dick fr shit it might even be from a hot ass woman with a strap on. I want that twink obliterated. Bruised knees crying wet sheets moans muffled into the pillow case. God fucking damn. All children should die
I can't even be mad this made me laugh
He likes shota dick lol
y'all act as if I'm letting that happen (I'M gonna fuck him)
This author has definitely had sex
Most def !
yeah i read this a year ago and i just realized that hahaha her smut are def one of the best
Transmitegrating rn into this manhwa so I can save uke + make him squirt a billion times and kill the crown prince as a child.
TAKE ME WITH YOU I JEED THAT PRINCE OBLITERATED