See I feel bad for twin bevause he was sexually assaulted at such a young age which fucked him up and thinks he likes it when in reality he's supressing his twisted love with his own brother by getting fucked by other dudes who technichally a ton of them especially pedo step dad taken advantage of him. Him whoring himself out of trauma cause that's the only thing he can satisfy or rather cope with himself is pitiful but him having incestious feelings really kinda makes me ehhh... idk how to properly say it tbh
I know people say they're gonna get better but their current dynamic is giving me Sakura and Sasuke I wanna strangle Nathan so bad rn. "He's far too kind, that it's cruel" boy that's the bare minimum you should meet other people ughh the chasing arc better be worth it
Nathan has an idea that Alex had a reason to lie, he still doesn’t wanna know the truth bcoz he knows that if he hears the truth, he will forgive Alex immediately. It sounds selfish but Nathan thinks that would be so unfair to himself by forgiving Alex just bcoz he(Alex) had a reason, while he(Nathan) was betrayed, literally had to give up on his dream and hopes. But also in the novel we have seen from Nathan’s monologue that in those past 9 years, even tho at first he was hating Alex, later on he just wished wherever Alex was, he lives happily doing the things he loves. And when Alex got injured, Nathan kept panicking thinking in all those 9 years he nvr for once imagined a world where Alex isn’t there. It’s out of his imagination. Nathan nvr stopped loving Alex. And then Nathan investigated the truth too. And then he remorsed and apologized to Alex and he took care of Alex 24/7 with little to no sleep. I feel like chasing arc would only make things worse between them. So I am happy with how they resolved things.
well Alex wouldn't know the bare minimum since his mother left him even told him to pay her back for giving him a shelter, his father told him he's only worth it if he's a good footballer and then left him when Alex was in his lowest point with debt that Alex has to pay even now. What Nathan did was absolutely "kind" in his pov ╥﹏╥
The fuck you mean it looks like a lie only to him? Bitch we all think its a lie because you disguised yourself, lie about your identity, lie about your personality and you expect him to think that every word you said is real? Manipulator ahh ML bitch maybe you should talk with common folks so you could understand decency and how YOU'RE the weird one smh I wish MC would've chosen death penalty than being with your disgusting nasty ass











Ok he's creepy like any other yandere characters but there's actually an underlying interesting plot here so I'm staying