I just dont understand why i decided to read this depressing story in my bday TT. Its so dry. There is no ounce of fun and happiness. Its just so dark and depressing. The mcs life is so pathetic and it isnt even interesting and they just keep dragging the story. Its all so useless. They try to make it seem like the story is philosophical and comes a full circle but tbh its not. The mc gets raped by 4 different guys, one he is with and the other 3 are still alive and he even meets them very so often bcz of them being in the same circle. Me being disgusted by all of this is an understatement.
I mean just imagine, there is a place out there where kids get mutilated and then they have to sing in front of rich people and they have electrocution chips inside their heads so they cant escape. And these rich people go crazy over these kids and they probably know that the kids arent doing this willingly. No matter how u look at it, its a pretty fucked up thing tbh. This is a sick context. Its utterly disturbing. I love this story, its very interesting, i love the layered character of yaba but this situation is beyond normal. Any person involved in this willingly is sick. This should have been more of an escape story than a romance.










I am just curious, how does one go about dating and having sex with someone else when they obviously like a completely different person? If you like someone, dont you want to do all that with only that person? Dont you feel disgusted or numb/empty when you have sex or go on dates with someone you dont even like romantically?
Most people aren't on the asexual spectrum so they can feel sexual desire even without romantic feelings
I just always assumed that they go hand in hand. This is a very different concept for me. So does it mean that I am not considered normal in this aspect? So most people date and see how it goes, and if they end up falling in love then they continue dating and if they dont then they move on to another person ? What about people who have casual sex/situationships or one-night stands? What is their thought process? I am actually from a conservative religion/culture and havent dated so I cant fathom certain things and am curious about other peoples perspectives to this.