not usually a fan of fwb to lovers bl but im rly liking this teehee
most insane shit ive read in my life amen
light work no reaction (ive read Snake Hole..sigh)
Compared to snake hole this shit is so wholesome
This is tame compared to other ones
im kinda giggly and fuzzy at all this ... this is such a looong term relationship kinda fight, goes to show just how close theyve truly became .... these arguments don't happen with someone you don't care about/ doesn't care about you...
i understand where both of them are coming from. unlike a few years back, their relationship is thankfully at a point where they both /know/ each other, so despite the current situation being painful i keep thinking that it's only a matter of communication more than anything else... they both work so hard to make the other happy, it's only natural that they feel dissatisfied when the other person doesn't seem to appreciate their efforts.
holy shit the lilypad imagery when garams doing his best to think about this situation in good faith
i love how its distorted too!!! like it’s positive imagery but certainly not the right setting for it
garams thighs being the same thickness as heejaes entire torso tickles me so much.... i need that boy so bad im drooling
first time in years ive cried while reading something... even if I'm reading on a crowded bus, a cold train station, my works bathroom, i can feel what they're feeling, listen to what they're listening, see what they see. the warmth, the cold, the ecstasy and the depression are all represented so carnally and beautifully. i see myself in every single one of these characters, both the best and worst parts of them.
i can't find the exact words to use right now, but the term that keeps on defining this story for me is 'human.' a story can carry the author's soul, it can carry the character's souls, but very, very few times does the story as a whole develop a soul of its own. i can only dream of making something half as meaningful as this one day. im not the same person i was before i read this, im so grateful to be alive, have internet access, and know english. Long Live Yaoi
eternally grateful to sage for bringing this so selflessly and beautifully. truly no one else could've done a better job, your soul is in this too!!!!!!
U worded this perfectly it’s just so beautiful that we can’t find the right words to describe but we all feel the warmth ghat this brings us, it’s like what Heejae feels with Garam tbh, or better, what garam gives heejae, that feeling of warmth and console in a big busy world were everything is in a constant movement , at least that’s how I feel with this story haha this for me, is what true art is, ofc yaoi comes as an extra
i hope he goes back home to korea and takes a break walter style.... he's been so isolated since going to new york, his circle is literally just heejae/people directly related to heejae T_T with all human relationships, you need to cultivate, grow and maintain your own concept of self even if you're sharing your life with someone else. both of them have become so unified with the other they don't know how it is to live without the other. theyre completely glued to each other 24/7 yet both still weirdly have been dealing with constant underlying relationship grief for a WHILE .......they need space immediately
+ never thought id say this about any story, much less NME, but I desperately need a beach episode LOL
Beach ep fr
No literally 200 chapters of raw emotions is killing me i need this beach episode so bad