How to not be an avoidant bitch and actually have connection with people and not always be left out of everythings and always be the last choice and actually like I always had friends at school but never at the same time like my « friends « litch all have someone over me and idk i’m just so bad and i know that i gotta kms at some point everythings getting so freaking bad and i hate it . Lemme just Die already our World so desgusting anw