Okay lets calm down first, alr? In my opinion, this isn't your fault. I know how it feels to be like the only friend who actually WANTS to keep the friendship..
when you decided to like actually open up she did not reply very well and it came out very rude. I get that college is a huge thing and all but you def cannot be busy ALL the time. She coul...... reply
uh so she's a girl.. im a girl. I dont know everytime im next to her my chest starts pounding like im abt to die.. TT is this like a normal thing for everyone.. The thing is this all happened when she told me she DID like me for a while and was too scared and tried to distract herself, and it worked (she said) but after that we've been acting likee actual couples, even my friends are doubting.. IDK WHAT TO DO IM PANICKING TT