I just read Retirement, Not Love! and i love the MC! (The ML sucks and the MC deserves better!) Anyway if anyone has any recs for BL with older guys, I'd love to hear about them!
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_can_t_be_mutual_love/
He fell in love with him in high school and never quite fell out of it, even though they're both 42 now (they look older though imo)
WAIT IT CAN'T END THERE!!! What happened to Ethan's eye!!!?!?!???? I GOTTA KNOWWWWW!!!! *shaking phone violently*