PLS THIS WAS TOO SHORT. I WANT MORE SIDE STORIES OF THE SECOND COUPLE
the way i cried my eyes out with this chapter. i need their happy ending now
the way they both think of each other even while sleeping apart. ugh i cant believe we have to wait now
the only thing keeping me going with this story is knowing theyâre going to end up together. if the author hadnât confirmed it i wouldâve dropped this a long time ago. i just wanna see them soso happy together, is that too much to ask? :(
i mean, she said âhappy ending,â so if her idea of a happy ending doesnât involve them ending up together i might just kms ngl
i genuinely donât think i can keep reading this. every chapter leaves me feeling so empty and i literally canât stop crying. i just want them to be happy. is that really too much to ask
â my hearth felt like it was being torn apartâŚand all i could think was how fucking beautiful you were.â
got me crying like a bitch till he started talking about how he missed the smell of his balls. this man can't be serious for even a second. i love him
such a beautiful and cute ending. iâm gonna miss them so much. canât wait for their side stories (hopefully with their babies too)
iâm crying so bad right now. they donât deserve any of this, my heart genuinely aches for them. i keep reading because the author said theyâll end up together but like WHEN? pls i canât take this heartbreaking arc anymore
âand if anyone ask for your number, donât give it to them unless you absolutely have toâŚâ jealous seungmin is so cute
saw the comments and honestly i didnât think i was gonna cry this bad the more i think about anzaiâs actions, the more heartbreaking the whole thing becomes.
i honestly feel like anzai was scared, not just of losing miura, but of everything around them. the way people viewed them, their families being against them, and knowing that maybe they were never going to be allowed to just live peacefully together. i feel like anzai had already made up his mind that he wanted to die, but he knew miura well enough to know that if he just left him behind, miura would never be able to accept it. he might even try to die too because he couldnât imagine living without him.
and thatâs what makes the whole âweâll die togetherâ thing hurt so much more to me. i donât think anzai actually wanted miura to die with him. i think he said that because he knew it was the only way miura would go through with it, while secretly making sure that miuraâs pill wouldnât actually kill him. anzai was basically choosing to die alone while making miura believe they were going to die together. he was protecting miura from the one thing he was most afraid of: miura following him.
and then the usb makes everything even more painful because anzai had already prepared so much before he died. he knew miura was going to survive. he knew miura would wake up and realize he was gone. and instead of just leaving him with nothing, he left something behind for him. even the glitch feels important to me because itâs like anzai was still thinking about miuraâs future when he knew he wouldnât be part of it anymore.
like he didnât just want miura to survive. he wanted miura to eventually be okay.
and that honestly destroys me because anzai was literally preparing for a future he knew he wouldnât be alive to see. he was thinking about miura being alone, about how devastated he would be, about how badly he would want to follow him, and he tried to prevent that even after he was gone. he was willing to make miura believe they were dying together just so miura wouldnât realize that anzai was actually leaving him behind.
the glitch especially hurts because it feels like anzaiâs last attempt to tell miura, âplease keep living.â like he knew miura would be heartbroken, but he didnât want that heartbreak to become the end of his life. he wanted miura to remember him, grieve him, and eventually move forward, even if that meant miura would have to live in a world where anzai wasnât there anymore.
and how am i supposed to be normal after realizing that
because anzai wasnât just thinking about his own death. even while deciding to die, he was still thinking about what would happen to miura afterward. he was literally planning his own goodbye around miuraâs survival. he wanted to die, but he didnât want miura to die with him, and he didnât want miura to spend the rest of his life trapped in his grief either.
that is such a cruel kind of love because anzai had to leave the person he loved while also making sure that person would eventually learn how to live without him.
if that were me, i genuinely donât think i could move on. knowing someone loved me enough to plan their final moments around making sure i survived?? how am i supposed to just fall in love with someone else after that i would spend the rest of my life thinking about everything they did just to make sure i could keep living. (kms)
anzaiâs last act of love wasnât asking miura to follow him. it was making sure miura wouldnât
thereâs honestly no way to explain how this manhwa made me feel. the story is just so beautiful it hurts, and now iâm left with this empty feeling i canât really get rid of. i keep thinking about the people who had to wait every week for a new chapter. i donât know how they did it. i donât think any other bl will ever make me feel the way this one did. i started it on july first and now itâs august 4, and i just finished it. while reading, i kept slowing down because i knew it was going to end, and i didnât want to let it go yet. now that itâs over, i just feel so sad. i canât stop crying. iâm really going to miss them. it feels like one of those stories you only get to experience once⌠something you canât replace, no matter how much you try. so beautiful.
doesnât matter how manny times i reread this manhwa, i always ended up crying my eyes out:c