Thats not it bro's Questions (3)

Is "Let me hate you" on here

So like um its a spin off of an og Manga which I also don't know the name of... anyway, so basically theres thus guy that owns a flower ship passed down from his grandmother and he gets into an unexpected relationship with a office worker. They're dynamic is really interesting because both of them are two-faced and they both can call out each other when the other person is lying. Um according to them theyre both straight and have no problem kissing each other but they refuse to sleep with each other. Um. Yeah Flower guy and office dude team together to help expand the flower shop I think? They're not dating but are going to stay with each other until they die. Its a really interesting story and I miss it so much pwq

Uhhh do any of yall know some like REALLY angsty stories? Idc if its yaoi, Yuri, or hetero i just need something that will tear my heart apart. And pls dont let it be something that is mostly revolves around the mc or someone getting constantly SA'D cuz that suff pmo.... anyway thank you :D (smth like home far away and Shuumatsu, Kimi to) also novels, pls send me some angsty novels please