Whatever you do, DO NOT expect ANY kind of story from this. First of all, the top is obviously the one who staged the entire kidnapping, trying to seem innocent. Almost EVERY chapter is just smut, there isn't really any plot development in the SLIGHTEST as of now and although i agree to the smut being good, I like myself at least a LITTLE bit of story, you know? This is basically like reading a fan fiction that had the tag "smut without plot"
obviously the idea of initiating anything sexual with someone who is unconscious and hasn’t consented to it is wrong, and i think that distinction is important, but i do think there’s a collective of people who enjoy the idea of being woken up that way within a consensual context, and I'm one of them sorry.
I don't like how the uke acts. Throw tomatoes at me all you like as I say this, but as someone whos suicidal, mentally ill, and does self-harm, the way they made the uke matches the stereotype of how people talked about yk. I don't like how it fits into that stereotype. I know this is how some mentally ill people act irl but if you actually read my comment twice, youll get what I mean (or at least I hope so) ˶ˊᜊˋ˶
i both feel you but also am kind of just enjoying seeing an uke with scars tbh. like im absolutely covered in them and he is too so even if the rep is garbage i enjoy relating in that way, at least. nothing to relate to on how his mental illness is presented, though, lmao (im borderpolar myself). it is definitely 1D and inaccurate to many people's experiences. so i definitely agree with you there.
personally, im just not taking any of this seriously or expecting good rep. it's mostly just a pornhwa so i dont think people are really looking that deeply into how his issues are being presented. they're not very layered characters so it kind of just is what it is. stereotypes sort of come with the territory. the kinds of authors who make this sort of content just arent interested in accurately exploring mental health/self harm.
that being said, please dont read it if it upsets/triggers you in any way. protect your peace, you know? im personally not taking it seriously and reading for fun, but if it negatively impacts your mental health, or the uke frustrates you too much, dont bother with it. this is a car crash dumpster fire kind of story anyway lol. you wont be missing out.
i wish you the best regardless, though :)






It's so obvious He was trying to kill himself and not only that but I hate how this life style reminds me of my own I hate it so much but I really really wanna continue reading this