beta
please.... please I need this ... my boy bu sil han's is kinda like a horse's y'know agshjdkdkd
basically what I can remember is that the fl is suicidal, she has white/silver hair. the ml is between 2 characters, first one was a knight with long hair if I remember it correctly ,, and the other guy was a servant at first and then finds out later on that he had magical prowess and studies to become a mage,, I specifically have a memory of this one scene where he went to the fl's bedroom or maybe the fl went to his bedroom I don't really remember that part correct, but he promised to study magic or sumthin... sorry it's been a while I can't fully remember it anymore pls help, thank you (´；ω；｀)
Is this what you mean?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_m_a_villainess_can_i_die/
OMG WAIT THIS MIGHT ACTUALLY BE IT AHHH THANK YOUU
I hope that's what you're looking for! GLAD TO HELP!
Is it “The duchess has a death wish “
this may have some inaccuracies—mc slept with ml, but ml was convinced he forced himself on mc. ml was regretful but the mc was actually pretty happy abt what happened ( I think the mc liked the ml but didn't think he had a chance with him ) and the entire time the ml tries to makes amends with his 'mistake' to the mc, and was being such a green flag.
I didn't get to finish it before, so I'm hoping anyone knows the title on here
---
had to scroll through various lists to find it agshjdkd
TITLE — Look At Me
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/look_at_me_tansan/
and might probably be worse ( and I mean hurt your heart worse ) go read His Present by Youlan , it's a short novel readable in one sitting,, just prepare yourself though