What I kind of noticed that its kind of sad as Yacchan, who took after Kashima's shadow, who wanted him as model, who is his cousin and friend. And yet, Yacchan doesnt seems to noticed or care that something is wrong with Kashima? In fact Yacchan didnt even noticed that he loved pudding. Only Toono continues to noticed. And yacchan confesses his feelings for Toono in the mist of all these things happening. I get it and understand that Yacchan needs to give it his all but at the same time, why cant he care for his cousin a bit more? Especially considering that Kashima appreciate Yacchan and even gives him credit for getting into photography in the first place? While Yacchan was sick in chapter 16, Kashima was going to check in on him only for Yacchan to tell him "dont come." When Kashima was sick in chapter 20, Toono, who is very shy got the confidence to talk to his friends in the cafeteria to ask about Kashima to find out he was sick and only Toono went out of his way to give him medicine like he did with the pudding in chapter 15. It really sad for Kashima who has cared for his cousin while Yacchan tells him to get lost or disappear and tell Kashima that he takes everything he wants even though Yacchan was trying to steal Kashima first love away from him. It just seems to me that Yacchan doesnt really know Kashima at all and yet he blames him for everything in his life without really knowing anything about his cousin.
Hello. I understand that. When I reread the Manga I start to see all these problems which makes me sad in chapter 34. Like it seems no one cares for Kashima and a lot of people care about Yacchan including Tamura and Toono while Kashima is left alone. When Kashima confessed to Toono, he was worried about both him and yacchan when the got lost on their school trip. He cares about both and does not try to one up Yacchan when he finds out that Yacchan loves Toono. When Yacchan finds out that Toono is the person Kashima likes he goes and plans a way to beat Kashima using Toono . And Toono tries his best to be a good friend for Yacchan like turning down Kashima invite to study with him. Yacchan is the type of character that likes being commented on and makes a lot of things about himself. It was even evident in their play of Romeo and Juliet. Blaming Toono for not remembering his lines and not being patience with him when Toono was doing is best. And gets jealous once he see him studying with Kashima for the play. Kashima is the one the gives things away. Toono seems to be the one that cares about Kashima and in vis versa.Not hate towards Yacchan but I do think he could use some development on those issues. Sorry for the long post.
Sensei had to post a picture of Yacchan apologizing that he wasnt present in these chapter which makes me think that he probably will appear again soon. If that the case, Yacchan will probably figure it out pretty soon what is going on. And if he does does that mean he will confess to Tonoo too and make this more complicated then it needs to be? Toono is obviously falling in love with Kashima which is why he got upset when Kashima did not tell the club members that they kiss. Although Toono didnt want them to know, it made it seem like the kiss between then never happened and is getting frustrated with himself as he, a straight man is falling in love with another man after telling Kashima consistency that they are both guys. Akemi seems to already know something has happened between them.But with the constant updates after 2024 sensei seems to be tying the story up in a few years or maybe sooner? Either way, im very grateful for sensei still posting these on Pixiv for free to allow us to read it for free. Bless her heart. Anyway, let's just see how this unfolds.
People need to calm down about the female lead. People were complaining about another story called happy marriage female lead as well. Read the plot as this is a character that is very negative about herself. I know a few people re like this and apparently the author was inspired from her friend. There are people that act like this. The male lead takes noticed and bluntly tells her that. But in return helps her grow. Might be a bit frustrating at first but in later volumes, mostly in volume 4 she changes. It not easy to be self confident. The the male lead is bi btw and even he isn’t prefect either. I’m on volume 9 and it great series, just give it some room to grow.
Got my copy in as as promised as will leave s summary. Again I will not post pictures due to the consent of the author herself. And please wait for official translations for this story.
Anyway. This chapter is pretty much a happy (sex scene) so it pretty short.
On the cover it shows Misaki sitting in his desk but it seems he is younger. The text say “what is the memories of your first love Mikado?” While in text it says “i was jealous of everything that man loved”
Let’s continue. It starts with both kissing and mostly attacking each other or eating each other. Hungry for one another, Mikado taking the lead calling Misaki cute over and over again which embarrassed misaki. Misaki can’t hang on much longer and takes the instead hopping over mikado.
The happy scene continues on very long for majority of the chapter. While they do a few keys things are pointed out.
Mikado is embarrassed because Misaki said he like his face.
Misaki basically ask Mikado to tell hem he loves him over and over again.
Misaki states everything he loves about Mikado. (He loves all of him)
Near the end, Mikado finally calls Misaki by his first name, Misaki...San.
Misaki torments himself wondering what to do, because everything they just did will be a memory because of much he love mikado.
In the end we get into a dream or vision where Misaki and Mikado are younger and Mikado is telling Misaki to look at the stars. Misaki wants to make a wish and tries to catch a star however every time he does, it statters in his hands. He states that he wish and hoped kamisama (god) will grant him a wish. But his wish can’t come true.
End
Next chapter won’t be next month the author stated. Also she drew a New Years picture with both Mikado and Misaki along with 2 other characters from her last work (can’t stand any more) so happy new year. I upload it, here. I believe the author states that she already working on the last chapter for this story. Let’s see what happens.
http://www.mangago.me/home/album/69283/
Thank you.
Last chapter was release. Kind of sad to see these series end. Both the author and artist tweeted about the collaboration for 3 years. Final volume comes out in January. Author did the artwork for the magazine and it very cute. I won’t spoil the ending but it a good ending. Another “happy scene” was shown though. Can’t wait for the English release.
Yes they are. I purchase it and was able to read it on kindle.
I read this a long time ago and fell in love with this manga. I ended up buying it for a friend. And she enjoyed it. There’s also a drama Cd to this as well. I decided to write a letter to the author and told her how much I love this story. Was years ago. Finally this year, I got a reply from her and she wrote in English. I follow her on twitter and found out there’s a live action movie to this as well. Can’t wait to watch it,
Awww. ありがとうございました. Thank you for your comment. It’s always fun to find out that an author took the time to reply even during their busy schedule
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All I can say is that I can rest in peace.