I get that he was hurt badly from what the top said but for seven fucking years he just assumed his boyfriend hated him and stayed??? Literally the affectionate one and who hugs him and cares for him is the top but he keeps on convincing himself there was never any love from him.
The top needs to grovel that's a given but how the hell do you stay with someone and love him for seven years and think you're hated for the whole damn time???
you can never know lol mc typa shift xd but anyways I think it's because he just loves him too much that even though he thinks that ml hated him, he still stayed. But that's what HE thinks and maybe the break up just serve as a big slap in his face, and that he's absolutely right, which is also an assume on his part because they fr lack on communication.
If you want to read the novel just know that the horrors in the manhwa doesn't even scratch the surface of it all. This is a literal it gets worse before it gets worst. If you're the type to rant about reading content that has problematic themes, just skip it because it's so much worse in the novel.
There's graphic violence, massacres, incest, rape, pedophilia, implied necrophilia, etc.
Take all of these things seriously because there's barely any rest or comfort in the novel for Yaba










Braun is so gap moeful