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Hi everyone,
I have been looking for this yaoi manga for a while and gotten desperate...
This is the plot of it based on my memory:
It follows the story of a boy who met a former gangster by chance in a hospital (or asylum), the boy then shoot this gangster at his request as the gangster was very ill and wanted to end his life but did not have the courage to do so by his own. Before dying, this gangster entrusted the boy to fulfill his last wish regarding his last victim.
The boy went to find the gang and tried to meet with the new leader but failed and got hit a lot. They locked him up and that was where he got to meet a sex entertainer (a guy that looks like a woman) of the boss. The sex entertainer then freed the boy and they ran away together. They went to the sex entertainer's hometown just to find that his sister died and they brought her son together with them. They went on a journey together, facing various challenges, including encountering a couple who tried to kidnap the baby for bounty. Eventually, they took refuge in a temple with monks.
The story concludes tragically as the boy sacrificed himself to save the baby and his companion.
This manga doesn't have crazy intimate scenes however the boy and the sex entertainer (also a young boy) slowly developed feeling for each other and if I'm not wrong the sex entertainer did try to relieve the boy (in that sense, yes) to show his affection.
I would really appreciate if anyone also know the name of this manga.
Thanks a lot!
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OMG thank you sooo much!!!!!
I already read the novel and find the chasing arc actually good and satisfying.
MC is not the usually bottom omega who magically falls in love with the alpha who abuses them. MC is not in love with ML at all. After all the abuse and bullshit, MC is depressed and genuinely wants to stay away from all these abusive ppl.
ML actually turns over a new leaf. He tries to take care of MC himself, endure pheromone pain himself rather than forcing MC to have sex. Best of all, he genuinely regrets all his word, his action that hurt MC before. Because of this, MC also opens his heart a little bit and tells MC stories about his family.
I love the vague ending. They still choose to stay together but its not like MC can accept ML's love easily. What ML did to MC is far over the line and MC feels guilty to his family if he accepts his love. But ML just ensures MC to keep that feeling, no need to overthink. All ML asks for is that MC stays with ML, just that is enough. ML accepts that as his punishment for all his past sins. BTW, they have to depend on each other so staying together is the best choice at this point. ML needs MC for survival, MC stays with ML for his love, his attention after MC lost his precious family