Faaaack, there were moments I cried!
This was such a beautiful and well written story even when it was a fan translation.
Trevor, the green forest you are… Gene, your curiosity took your love and life beyond.
Guys, I hope you find your Trevor and that you can share a life together. Your partner should always be someone who pushes you and encourages to be your best self. Life is lived only once and Trevor gave that to Gene, and Gene after exploring decided to go back to where his wings grew and reunited with his air (Trevor).
Bravooooo
Guys hear me out. Faceless manager represents everything that Heejae did wrong when someone warm and kind approached him. He didn’t involve himself that much which now he regrets.
Now with Garam, last chapters he hasn’t talked about “his sound” but rather his face. He doesn’t want Garam to look sad or disappointed, he wants to see Garam smile, and that represents involvement. He is caring and showing “I see you” “I pay attention to you”. He wants to have pictures of Garam now because as anxiety and fear is growing he knows he has been a fucking bastar to Garam and everyone around him… he knows he doesn’t deserve that warmth bc he has said he won’t apologize. Meaning he probably doesn’t regret anything but still… he craves for the words of Garam reassuring him: “I won’t run away… I’m here… I won’t leave you”.
That’s why now he’s super conscious of the faces he makes (I.e., the fish - the pillow talk about his new “freedom”) and every time he sees those changes in his face his heart throbs bc he’s scared of Garam one day leaving him if he doesn’t do anything to keep him happy.
Those are my ideas and intakes thanks
Maaaaan, I love this psycho, toxic, love relationship.
You cannot say you’re crazy in love if you don’t offer to kill your lover’s abusers!
Cheol, your family is shit, they don’t give a fuck! It’s true, they are family, but not because they want to, they don’t love you, respect you, or even care about you.
Min, you’re so crazy but I don’t like how you were pulling the strings to make the brother even more paranoid and with material to continue abusing Cheol, that isn’t rhe right craziness.
Anyway, I hope they end together, it’s clear they’re both fucked up, but they love and care about each other in extreme and dangerous ways.
Honestly, I love the story. The toxicity and love shown in the writing was just amazing. What I couldn’t understand was why Kloff in his first life didn’t try anything with Aeroc? It was such a moving story because after doing something so despicable, and being in love and hate the same person … uff it felt too real. I wouldn’t be able to forgive probably, that’s why it was such a great reading.
I’m glad their kids weren’t the same…
I need the side stories!!!









Ok professor was an abuser, a mf, a piece of shit as a mentor, and we all know that. However, his behavior was never sugarcoated, meaning at some point you could have walked away as others did. Or as the other Korean girl endure it and move on giving a fuck about Heejae… still she never tried to tell her sister run from that mf which is in a way weird but maybe “Asian culture”??
Now, Compton, fuck… he’s become a remastered version of the prof. Which for me is the worst kind, mental abuse! All abuse is wrong but having a bruise makes it real, and others can see it. But here, Garam was there for almost 2 months and just now he sees that part of him… and also bc Walter tipped him about it. Compton’s abuse along with love bombing makes it hard for people to walk away on their terms and that is also fucked up! Compton please fall in love so you can move on.