I had it and lost it and idk if it's still here or not ╥﹏╥
It was a chinese bl where the main character (had black hair) was like, immune to all feeling except pain. So he actively sought to bullied and stuff so he could experience pain. He then met ml (white/silver hair), who had an addiction to dishing out pain ig, and kept trying to get the ml to beat him up. The last I remember, they went undercover at a club, ml got a cool piercing, and then mc got ragebaited from not getting beaten up and left.
Please help me find this i so enjoyed it ┗( T﹏T )┛

Any polygamy recs? Ik its a weird genre but... Stuff like Finding Twilight where they all are actually happy together an none of the "ml and and 2nd ml is better for mc but mc gets with ml anyways". Bonus points for yaoi but i don't really mind straight stuff im lowk so deprived right now
'Triangle Lovers xxx'
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/salty_lust/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_became_a_first_class_guide_thanks_to_my_childhood_friends/ ( this isnt finished but I'd be surprised if he ended up choosing one over the other)
Oh I have A LOT!
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2486827/ (BL)
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2375222/ (FL)
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2688301/ (throuples where they all mutually love each other)