Bro the prof gotta go, he KNOWS he is fking everything up and still doesn't want to admit it, he is highkey getting on my nerves. And the manager still being there is actually a vivid proof of all the things he is trying to hide, he gotta experience some sort of ego death bcs, if he doesn't change part of his nature, he is gonna lose garam, and im lwk happy if that happens. I want them to have their separate ways for a while, bcs garam being in his developmental years as an adult he needs to experience other things while the professor is not influencing them, idk (⊙…⊙ )
Prof is the epitome of someone who is so insecure of himself that somehow turns out to be narcissistic. He views as if the moment he is in the wrong, makes him less valuable (?), like his image is being torn (?) apart. Prof has built his self image about music and everything around it, when it comes to personal stuff and interpersonal connections he lacks A LOT of things, he is so shallow emotional and so full emotions is incredible. I feel he is so emotional suppressed, he doesn't even think logically, he just stays in what he has known as wrong or right, he has such a black and white thinking. As a i said a long time ago, he gotta have some mental issues, he is not just an asshole, he is an ashore who has some sort of mental issue, I feel he enters in the diagnosis of bpd tbh, however many clusters syndromes and disorders can overlap, so idk. P.S. I hope for our mental health, I don't want to see garam so much more time, I want the prof to UNDERSTAND that being in the wrong doesn't make him less of a credible person, but actually a wiser person and maybe a more lovable and understanding one ╥﹏╥
Prof got me tweaking ngl. Brochacho, you r completely out of line, thank God garam is sharp and holds prof accountable for most things he has done. I hope garam beats the shit outta him (emotionally) soon, so he can learn to be more human and less petty. I really love the prof but rn I wanna scream and spit in his face so badddd
I think what heejae told tampon was necessary for him, for some sort of closure, that no matter what he does, it won't matter to the prof, I'm not saying what prof did in the past is okay, and I'm thankful that heejae is more self conscious, I hope he suffers a lot, with regarding to facing what wrongdoings he has done, bcs what is the point of many people here wishing him to suffer without wishing he would change for the better too? I think that's kinda immature and childish
I dont believe people here saying that garam has gotten colder tf, he has a lot of self respect (in what matters the most at least), maybe eva has mistaken kindness for weakness
Tampon is reaching the epitome of being childish and petty (in the worst way possible) at the same time. In this whole situation I feel bad for garam, and if you really think about it, in the last ch, tampon is really really scared and I think his defense mechanism is being passive-aggressive (heavy on the aggressive part). I may assume that tampon is in his 30s (maybe), and I find really hilarious the way he acts, I think garam has done enough, like, what does tampon exactly wants from garam? Apart from a comrade ofc, he is so insecure that he is trying to control the relationship of people around. He is so mentally unstable, maybe this is the way people who r obsessed with being recognized grow up. Even though prof has done a lot of damage to his students, I think if you r traumatized you gotta try to understand how to deal with your own problems, bcs as I can see he drags anyone he can down when is about heejae, I don't wanna sound insensitive, but like, dude, get a freaking gripe, you r falling really slow, you have no one by your side (at least someone who is really worried about you) bcs you wanna control everything so bad, but you just can't, you just can't say perchance. He is also in a really bad mental state, his emotions are getting "out", in the sense of, breaking that "good guy" image piece by piece and turning his shepherd "nature" while conducting into an "enslaver" mentally, like thinking the music is at your mercy, he thinks he gotta have the upper hand always, I don't think he has thoughts about looking in a different direction that is not making the orchestra a fking cult, at least, in my opinion the point of an orchestra is to harmonize a lot of instruments and making something actually beautifully. He wants rachmaninoff to be full of hatred not only as something that heejae taught him but also like he thinks that's the only correct way, he is really unstable. Sorry for the rant ╥﹏╥
I understand why tampon is like that, but being so immature is actually kinda funny, he feels so betrayed, which is quite valid only if he hadn't actually forced the way is with garam, he was projecting over and over again, and I believe that he doesn't even realize that what is doing is actually wrong, he is a narcissist, he doesn't care about anyone but himself, such a big ego but so little self esteem. If you really analyze tampon's behavior, and not taking personally the wat he is, he is really really fragile, he hasn't let go of his problems as somehow ,he claims, at least internally. He has such sorrow and despair inside himself, I feel really pitiful towards him, I'm not defending the prof, just bcs he is nicer now and its learning to be better. I actually like tampon as another way of a trial for heejae, bcs now he is not alone but with garam, and now they are confronting his past together. I don't think he should ever ask for forgiveness (I hope author doesn't make him do that bcs is so out of character) but actually help tampon get out of that mental prison, he is a grey moral person just like his professor. So now I wish tampon to choose between being an abuser and having such God complex, or being a victim, and acknowledging that , so he can be and feel better
This mf is so annoying, why does he want to take things from garam. This mf talks a lot of shit about the prof but he is no better than him. Maybe he thought he didn't need to continue with his life like yerim and Kruger, but to continue to be a victim of his traumas that are driven by rage and all that bullshit. He gotta be executed ASAP
Why cockroach is projecting about how garam should perform, i dont think he understands garam's way of interpretation and it is corroding garam's performance, it is not letting garam be himself and that sht is lowkey making me lose my marbles
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Cockroach did NOT appear omg , I so happy I could even cry omfggg. Unc saying lover is kinda cute, even for a geriatric being like him
Why cockroach has to ruin grams life so bad. Tf is his fking problem, garam is like sweetest being aot , garam doesnt deserve this, maybe heejae does but tampon is such a manchild, he gotta stop whining like a little btch and grow tf up. Coupon is so insufferable
Chiffon is soooo annoying with his hatred disguised as a savior complex. He feels so entitled and arrogant that it makes me wanna punch him solo bad. But I wouldn't ask for him to change tho, some people r like that and most of the time they keep being that way, I think that gives a little bit of realism
Cockroach is getting on my nerves omg, I hope he imploded soon
Costco is so annoying istg, why tf do you want to force garam to things he doesn't want to do. He thinks he is so above heejae, that he can "take" garam from him, as if manipulating someone and kinda thinking of them as an object could actually turn out how he wants to. If Costco keeps doing that shit, he is going ruin garam's sound