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Mourn the loss but eventually move on, like I did with bato. I still think of bato sometimes like the lover that got away.   reply
15 days
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What will happen to the manhwas some of us paid for how are we going to officially support some of our favorite authors, and there's a crackdown on pirated sites. Are they literally just saying a big fuck you to none Asian readers? Like we know it's not as big here but some of us are fans, should we start learning Korean if we want to read now.   reply
29 days
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I do not know about all that other stuff, personally I believe liking lolis is weird, very very weird. Incest manhwas, the taboo genre and others I read an article that it's the same psychology or feeling get from horror, something about exploring boundaries safely yada yada yada I don't read either so I wouldn't know. I'm here for the whole lesbi......   reply
29 days
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Convenience. I grew up in patriarchal home system so I was always doing the chores, doing the dishes, waking the kids, cooking, cleaning, anything that can be done I did it. While the male family members sat on their asses. So I have someone do these things for me, like clean my place , cooking, laundry etc. I can do these things I grew up doing t......   1 reply
28 09,2026
Do a fandom cleanse, some of your hardcore stans are doing too much honestly   reply
13 09,2026

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When did I get here?
When did we get here?
I'm not a little girl anymore unfortunately.
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What brought on this realization is actually really funny, here I was reading a yaoi manhwa I saw hyped up, and the first scene was full of non consensual sex and it was jarring. I immediately hit the back button my day ruined. I thought to myself people enjoy this ? People think Rapists characters deserve redemption arcs? Insane.

Then I realized I have no right to judge lmao as an old tradjoshi jap anime back then had no concept of consent, with their weird ass size differences and bottoms like children, I can acknowledge is very weird now. Atleast even if there's rape these days, both love interests look like adults? A win is a win?

But the fact that I can't stomach such media anymore, be it in my novels, manhwas, mangas, anime or live action I don't want to see an assaulter as a live interest it's wrong. But this realization made me realize, 18 year old me who had painter of the night as her phone background would tell me to fuck off.

I started to think about other things that have changed, like how when I like a manhwa here I go to official sites to support the official work, how I cringe when I see teenagers under graphic yaoi smut comment sections.

It's not just this, irl I looked at status updates of all my age mates, and it's married, married, engaged, mother, mother, guys when did we get here?! I tried to talk to my best friend about it, and she tells me I have a niece who's education I'm sponsoring and I realize damn I really am an adult. When did this happen?

Genuinely? One moment I'm on bato reading yaoi another moment...I'm still reading yaoi actually but as a person pushing 30 with responsibilities.

I'm not ready, but here I am. Mentally though, it's still 2017, I just finished highschool, got my first phone and access to unlimited internet content.

: P.S: Yaoi is not a phase guys, you're never going to grow out of it.
31 07,2026

People are doing

did read a fanfic

I can't survive 2-4 weeks without ao3 I'M GOING INSANE

4 hours
did halloween

Who's up to halloing their weenie for Halloween tomorrow, private message me heh..

7 hours
did halloween

men be so lucky they don't need halloween costumes, mf be clowns all year long

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