xin liu

Can you spoil me please?... I'm this close to dropping it

SPOILER, do not read this if u dont want to.




i'm copypaste-ing spoiler from the comment btw! thanks for those who had type the spoilers for us!<3



1.
Yes, Choi sungbin is gonna be like this for a while, it hurts a lot too but when he realises he is in love he is gonna be the most miserable person ever.
He cannot live without bottom for a min, he will cry if bottom talks to anyone, literally he becomes unable to live without bottom I mean it literally he cannot breathe without him. And bottom meets his ex gf once and he goes completely insane.
He doesn't have character development it's more like he becomes a child who always throws tantrums but extremely jealous and possesive one



2. LONGER SPOILER.
they dont have the spoiler little thing here SO NO ONE READ THIS IF YOU WANT SPOILED. I'm also going to try my best to remember everything. This whole interaction last for most of the novel, sungbin being a total cock head to juwon and juwon basically just taking it. But sungbin then starts realizing he can't sleep without juwon rubbing the side of his cheek and despite having a great apartment, can't sleep anywhere else but junwon's tiny little one bedroom hole in the wall. He's still very mean to Juwon and takes petty digs at him and Juwon takes it. Then Sungbin's birthday comes and Juwon asks what he wants for his birthday and basically just bullshits and says a star, just to be petty and give him another impossible task. So sungbin's birthday comes and junwon is no where to be found, doesnt answer his calls, its almost midnight and sungbin is PISSED, saying fuck juwon ill never talk to him again, ill treat him worse than i already do ect ect. Juwon shows up right before his bday ends in a car he rents, tells him to hop in so he can drive him somewhere for his bday, ofc sunbin is like i fucking hate you, and has to get his digs in before he gets in the car saying this is the last time he'll talk to juwon, you know, his normal temper tantrum. Juwon drives them to the country side and asks him to get out and take a walk, sunbin's like oh shit am i about to get killed for being awful??? but still walks with him and tells sunbin to look up at the stars, and that he may not be able to give him the stars but he can take him to see them and gives him a star bracelet (i think bracelet) from the cheap convenience store and puts it on his wrist. Which sunbin makes fun of (again ofc) but never takes it off ever. That was kinda the turning point where sunbin realizes he has feelings for juwon and he starts feeling regretful for how he has treated him (but not to the point of being a better person) but treats him less shitty basically. Juwon starts taking up for himself, or better yet, just doesn't give in to the tantrums anymore and sunbin basically wants to isolate juwon from everyone and make him his only. Juwon starts going out making friends, setting sunbin off. Its the holidays now and Juwon who has a great and supportive family, wants to go home and sunbin basically makes him choose between going to see his family whose hes stopped seeing bcause of sunbin or staying with him and if he chooses his family he'll never see him again and break up, a constant threat he tells juwon. So juwon's like well you can come with me, why dont you do that and sunbin basically is like why would i want to see your poor ass family (theyre not poor, he has family trauma) so Juwon's like alright fuck it im going, be here or not when i get back then. So sunbin is like flabbergasted that juwon chose his family (shocker) over him. sunbin then basically chases after Juwon to his family home and Juwon is shocked to see sunbin, knowing he doesnt want to be there or talk to his family so he's trying to tell sunbin to go back into town and he'll meet with him later but sunbin is throwing a tantrum again, his parents come out and invite sunbin in and he goes in to have dinner with them. Juwon, very uncomfortable knowing sunbin is uncomfortable is trying his best to rush this dinner. sunbin has a tantrum in front of juwon's family and basically says some nasty shit to Juwon's parents and Juwon's like alright, you're done, we're done, gtfo. Juwon basically draws a line like you went too far, you insulted my family and parents to their face, we're over. between all this, juwon's ex gf and sunbin does find out that juwon started chasing after sunbin because of his ex girlfriend. Anyways, sunbin basically tries to move on like juwon will be worthless without me but juwon is better without him and that kills sunbin. sunbin basically spends the whole rest of the chapters begging for juwon back and making his life miserable by saying you need to be with me and you cant be without me. (this is the shortest version bc its basically sunbin still being shitty with barely no redemption act) Juwon finally comes back sunbin and pretty much is like you're mean, youre fucked up, you treat me like shit, i'm fucked up too for what i did, but i can't quit being with you so lets be fucked up together and see if it can get better. And thats it. Maybe the manhwa will make it more rewarding at the end rather than the novel but the novel was basically like juwon could've left any time and cut sunbin off but he was too invested and too in love with sunbin to quit and sunbin can't live without juwon in the most unhealthy way possible. Theres a lot of things im leaving out bc my memory and typing but thats like.. the most cliffnote possible way to sum this up.