a decent read but i can’t lie i wanted the seme to bawl his fucking eyes out. it felt like he got everything way too easily and i needed him to grovel a little more ykwim like yes he realized his feelings and all that but where was the redemption i was waiting for ? i wanted him to suffer before getting his man back idc
haeyul genuinely scares me like i’m sorry but that is no way in hell devotion. the way he’s so attached to jaewon while clearly projecting pieces of yesung onto him is actually so unsettling. then you add the stalking and the complete lack of boundaries and forcing affection onto him??? JAEWON PLEASE STAND UP AND RUN. i don’t care how tragic his backstory is, that man needs therapy before he needs a boyfriend
and the more we learn about yesung the more i understand why everyone is side-eyeing him because wtf was going on there ? a grown college student getting that emotionally involved with teenagers, putting things on them that they should have NEVER been responsible for and acting weird around them??? yeah absolutely not. the whole situation was deeply inappropriate, especially when the ml himself clearly didn’t even reciprocate whatever yesung thought was happening
which is ALSO why i’m so relieved the actual romance isn’t pulling the “mc is just my dead first love replacement” bullshit because i would’ve dropped this immediately. the ml actually sees jaewon for who he is and develops feelings for him as his own person. like he knows what he wants and watching this man slowly lose his composure because of jaewon??? HELLO????? THAT IS MY FOOD. THAT IS WHY I’M STILL HERE











literal clowns bro lmao i can already see what their dynamic is gonna be and i’m so seated for whatever mess these two are about to put me through