the yearning is genuinely insane like that’s not a crush that’s his entire reason to keep living
i caught up with the official translation and now i don’t know if i should wait for the next chapter or just give in and read the fan translations because waiting is actually not an option for me
the funniest part is that i think i understand what happened but i still don’t feel like i UNDERSTAND what happened the premise is actually so good but the ending needed room to breathe because everything happened so fast i barely had time to process one revelation before another one dropped
watching two people who are obsessed with each other continuously miss the point is my personal hell
when fine shyt love language is physical abuse so you lowkey start tanking hits for the plot
okay why does this feel so refreshing like i’m only on chapter 18 but the plot actually comes first and i LOVE that. the exorcism stuff is interesting on its own and the characters have enough chemistry that i don’t need the romance to be rushed
this started off SOOOOO strong like the childhood friends angst the uke had with his best friend?? the one-sided crush?? I WAS SAT.
then seme showed up and i was immediately like oh i fw him more than the bff… bro looked intimidating as hell but ended up being so sweet. uke was genuinely having the best time with him and seme was just happy he finally made a friend
BUT THEN they met up with the rest of the guild and i started feeling like something was off. i kept trying to justify it because i thought maybe he just struggles with letting people in or making friends but the way he talked about the other guild members had me like… does bro think you’re only allowed ONE friend ? help
don’t get me wrong though. when he’s with uke he’s genuinely so caring and every time he gets happy he turns all cutesy and shit so i was REALLY trying to give him the benefit of the doubt
BUT THEN THE UKE STARTED GETTING ON MY NERVES. why is bro lowkey a fucking tool. i get that seme is basically his ideal type and i understand WHY he acts the way he does but he falls SO FAST and immediately starts repeating the exact same patterns he had with said bff while somehow expecting a completely different outcome. every time i started sympathizing with him he’d immediately say or do something that had me staring at my screen like ????????
AND THEN I GOT TO SEME’S THOUGHTS JUST TO FIND OUT THIS MAN IS LOWKEY THE SAME HELLOOO WHY ARE Y’ALL BOTH SO WEIRD ABOUT FRIENDSHIPS why are you acting like you’ve known each other for decades and should automatically be each other’s most special person… WHO TOLD YOU THAT ? every time the other person is nice to literally anyone else they start tweaking.
i really thought one of them was gonna balance the other out but instead they just matched each other’s attachment issues immediately. they found each other and said let’s enable each other’s delusions like congratulations i guess
this is kind of a mess rn but i’m gonna keep reading because i NEED to know if they eventually become normal people. i’ll be back
nah because this seme deserves an award for manipulation
like the way he had both uke AND the readers eating out of the palm of his hand??? i’m actually sitting here questioning if the in-game version and the irl version are even the same person. i’ve been on uke’s side this entire time because wdym you’re lying with a straight face every single chance you get JUST TELL THE TRUTH BRO
why is the seme so dokja-coded like every panel just keeps reminding me of him i can’t unsee it
